Amazing.....

Todae went to alvin(gan)'s hse as usual... Reach his place bout 3 plus... Did maths till bout 6pm...
Den we played PES3 till 7pm be4 rushin down to rivervale plaza to meet WK and KKK for dinner... Over dinner, we discussed the plan of makin a jersey for the Senghou Gang... Came up wht numbers, names and logos possible for the jersey... Nothing settled yet... probably will hav to wait for after 'A's....

We decided to hav desert... Being the gd or 'sway' guy, i was sent on the mission of buying back the desert for everyone... So i ordered 4 desert... So 'luckily', as the auntie was preparing the last 2 bowls, i somehow toppled the 2 already prepared.... Argh... Spilled all over the place... Some over me also... Luckily, the auntie was a nice person, and decided to gimme 2 more bowls free...
I thanked her wholeheartedly... So there are still nice ppl among the foodcourt store aunties huh....

After tt, we headed back to alvin's hse for EPL actions... So 'high' todae lor... Here are some of the 'moments' tt resulted either in outburst of cheering or 'crying' ...
these are the main 'high' points of todae's matches:when
- Portsmouth took the lead against Man Utd thru a penalty
- Portsmouth doubled their lead when striker Yakubu finished superbly
- Henry missed a penalty, striking the post
- Southampton taking the lead over the Gunners
- Gunners amazing equaliser in the 92 min thru substitute striker robin van persie... Brilliant goal!!!

And so Man Utd lost 2-0 to Portsmouth while Arsenal could only manage a 2-2 draw at Highbury.... So looks like this gameweek not lookin gd for me...

Hmmm... 4 more days to GP paper liao... And here i am still talking bout soccer... So slack...
Argh...

p.s BSB rocks...

"Then I might break down and cry just like a child ...."

Prac all over!!!

It was chem prac exam todae... As i sat down at my seat, hx walked past and gave me a very wierd look... The reason why he did tt was clear as i turn to see who the person seatin nxt to me was... Yup..it's RS... Haha... No wonder HX was like givin me the weird looks... lol.... The QA was really a flop... I din even get to finish the planning for QA.... The rest shud be fine ba... I hope....

After tt went for brunch wth the usual s4 guys... Den headed home... Showered and slack for awhile... Den went for a table-tennis session wth Alvin and WK... Feel very slack ya... Haven been studyin much... Argh.... Wad in the world am i up to?? its the 'A's liao... But still slacking...

Now i'm seated at my table... Decided to start doing some maths... But listening to ying yue ri ji so maybe awhile later... haha... its really nice... Touching and motivating at times... Maybe i can write in huh...but i got no story to share...

GP paper coming liao... Soon the big 'A's will be here.... "How prepared are you?" i was asked by a fren recently.... My ans.... "I dunno..."

p.s DW a.k.a boss got a blog!!! lol

Stress!!!

Juz got back from a session of table-tennis... Yup... Very free hor... Few more days to 'A's and i still got time to play... To tell the truth, i'm very unprepared for this exam...
Dunno wad to do... I juz can't get myself to concentrate....

Yesterday's Phy Prac was ok lah... Felt rather confident after the paper..But everyone else was like saying gone gone gone... Made me feel rather afraid too...
Slacked the whole day yesterday... At night tried to redeem myself by doing maths.. But end up watchin the Hello Jacky show more than doing maths... So not much achieved... Sigh..

Wish me luck ya guys... I'm gg to need alot of it....

"Got a fist of pure emotions, got a head of shattered dreams... Gotta leave it... Gotta leave it all behind now"

LKL Alan....

p.s. thanx for the socks guys...

thanx brudders....

Big thank you to da ge and er ge for the bdae present... Wasn't expectin any present seriously wth all the exams... But u guys sure gave me a surprise... I'm gg to call it the 'confidence cup'... Haha... oh and the small card is so cute...

Well.. tmrl marks the start of 'A's for us... Wish u ppl all the best... Jia you wor...

KL's Pick:
Wo De Ai Stephanie Sun
Wo Rang Ni Zou Pan Wei Bo
Bao You W0 Zhang Zhi Chen

San Di, thy sons are we....

Nil Sine Labore

18yrs old liao... And tHe great present from CMPB...

Todae is my bdae... Happy bdae to me!!! lol
Thanks to these ppl for ur 'happy bdaes' : DM, TYS, Da Ge, Er Ge, Alvin Gan, WK, RS, SH, Eve, Gary & Angeline, DH, Preeti and of course the one tht shares the same bdae as me: my 'sis' XT... Happy bdae to u too... Pardon me if i miss anyone out...

Todae was a rather uneventful day... Until Da Ge called...
This is it... the enlistment letters are out... So down i rush to the mail-box... And i saw it... The green letter from CMPB... i tore it apart and check the date immediately...
10 Dec 2004... 0830hrs... Argh... I wanted it early..But isn't this abit too early???
Sigh.. thts like 2 weeks after 'A's only lor.. Sian... Most of the other guys gg in Jan... only those who fail NAPHA go in earlier... Sian.. If only i had jumped tht few cms more... i would probably be Jan enlistment also.. Sigh...Sian... (looking at the bright side, i'm coming out earlier than others gg in april)... If i can pass my IPPT durin the Physical Training Phase (PTP), i'll be able to come out even earlier...
Hoping to meet at least a few frens in the same platoon...

Well... back to something nearer, the 'A's are now juz round the corner... Bio Prac coming in 2 days time... Stress...

Gd luck to everyone....

Tekong..here i come

Bio Practical Is Up Next

Yo~ The Biology practical will be up next. Following that would be both Physics and Chemistry. Just want to take this time to wish all those sitting for these papers all the best.

To my brudders, work hard ar... but must also take good care of yourself ah... All the best!

FaBBy_Naibaf
ChillZ

Graduation Day...

Todae is graduating day... This marks the end to formal schooling for us... No more uniforms...

Really happy when i heard we won the Outstanding CG Award...I was overjoyed really..
Even though we always talk bout the Berlin Wall, i still tink tht somehow, we are united in some way or another...i believe this wall is not really there... it is only an image we made up... and we can get rid of it anytime we want... but it may be too late now... sigh... all the best to u ppl from 2S04... I'm sure we'll regain our rightful position as the top academic class in SRJC... We are the best... Remember that and remember that gd...

Although i muz admit, the unity, spirit and togetherness was much stronger back in VS, i somehow feel i'm gg to miss SRJC either as much as VS or even more... Many years later, i'll turn to pics we've taken and i'm sure it'll bring back fond memories of everyone and everything in SRJC.. There are ups and downs in my life... but thanx to support from ppl i call frens, i've made it thru... Once again, i thank everyone i noe for helpin me in one way or the other...

Other than 2S04, i'm also gg to miss ODAC... Really enjoyed alot wth u guys... Your were such great company... I'll nvr forget some of the experiences i have wth u guys... ODAC has left great memories and it'll stay not in my brain but in my heart for a long long time... Ever since Ledang, i really muz say the 16th batch ODACians bonded together real well... I'll nvr forget how i din manage to reach the top wth u guys... ODAC rulz... Muz keep in contact k?? Maybe nxt time, we can meet up and attempt another challege together again, this time i promise, i'll be at the end of the journey wth u ppl... Promise...

Special thanks to:

Brudders
for being there for me

Deming
for being such a great CT rep

VS guys
for the never-ending encouragements

ODACians
for making my SR life so much more fun and interesting

2S04
for being such wonderful classmates to tolerate my nonsense

everyone else
for the motivations and encouragements ur gave me...

Keep in contact everyone... I'm gg to miss u guys...

hApPy bDaE aLvIn LiM !!!!!

Todae is Alvin (lim)'s bdae... at first din had anything for him... But later we decided to go chomp chomp makan... So 8 of us: Alvin, WX, DM, Fab, TYS, DH, RS and ME headed down to serangoon garden bout 7.30pm... Found ourselves seats and settled down for dinner...
Chatted for awhile there...

Anyway we wanted to go CoffeeBean to chat.. But it was full so we went Cartel instead...
No money so i din buy anything... They were chattin happily bout post-'A's plans... I was feelin really stonified... Dunno why.. Tired probably... So din really participate in conversation...
On our way home we were busy taking photos and videos wth Alvin's digicam... Haha... So much fun... Hope alvin had a wonderful day...

Speaking of bdaes, i'm turning 18 soon myself... Really my biggest wish for this bdae is tht everyone will do well in the 'A's and go into wadeva courses they wanna go...

All the best ppl... And do remember to keep in contact in the future...

HAPPY BDAE ALVIN !!!

'A's real close.....

'A's are really close now... 2 more weeks and it will begin...
Beginning to feel kan chiong le... Did really badly for prelims... can't afford to screw up my 'A's....

Todae after sch went for movie wth WK, KKK and TYS...
Watched New Police Story... Nice show i muz say... The actions and funny parts...
I'll give it 8.0/10.. so watch it if u can...

Went HP study wth TYS todae... Really got do work... unlike when ppl like DM is arnd (hehe... juz jokin...no offense)... Feelin very tired... Dunno why ... Also seems to be in real 'bad' modd recently... very 'argumentative'... i muz take it easy...

This is a nice song wth meaningful lyrics... KL ratings: Mus listen

Westlife - Can't Lose What You Never Had ==========================================
Baby you so beautiful
And when I'm near you I can't breathe
A girl like you gets who she wants
When she wants it
Your so our of my league

I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what your doin' to me
I imagine the two of us together
But I been livin' in reality

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
But time is running out, so damn my foolish pride

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had

Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Rules are made for breakin'
Nothin' ventured nothin' gained
I'll be no worse off than I am right now
And I might never get the chance again

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna star dreamin' 'bout what could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames
I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had
You can't lose what you never had....

lOoKiNg tO 'A's....

Got back nearly all my prelim papers todae... except for GP...
So screwed up... Looking to see 2 'E' and 2'Ao' for my 4 'A's... Damn sucky ya... But wad can i expect? Wth the effort i put in, i shud thank my lucky stars i din get 'F' for anything...
Anyway, after chattin wth Da Ge todae, i was reminded of the fact tht there is enuf time left..
Yes.. I agree wth Da Ge tht there is enuf time to do well in 'A's... And i will join him on stage.. And u too rite er ge? Lets do it together....

This tht cross my mind todae that, songs, brings back memories of different ppl and events that happened to me... So i'm endin off wth some of the things diff songs remind me off...

If We Hold On Together -------- ODAC
If I Let You Go -------- VSNP
Accidentally In Love -------- My brudders
Zui Dong Ting -------- TYS
The Call -------- OJK
Angels Brought Me Here -------- Ruud and RS
Lost In Emotion -------- 2nd Orientation 03
Imitation Of Life -------- Vietnam Trip 01
Crash And Burn -------- 911 Attacks
Hi5 -------- My sis
Ni Zhe Me She De Wo Nan Guo -------- 1S5.5
Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu -------- KKK


Signin off....

The A level is a piece of shit...

Tell you all some revelation of mine... in this one month's time... I don't believe I cannot get desirable grades of all B and above...

Believe it or not... Its not blind faith. My tuition teacher told me something just now. It was just simply "... A levels were a breeze for me..." And I thought why f'ing not?

Ok... people... I'm not going to tell you to "jia you", I never really did so long ago. And I don't see why the need. I'm just going to say that you should know what you can achieve. Best Improvement should not longer be a joke. It should be an aspiration that WILL become reality. Why NOT? Because it seems impossible? Maybe if we had like 1 day left... but we don't.

I've been getting crazy weird dreams this past few days. Maybe as a result of actually studying and coming to a realisation that I HAVE to study. Something I never really did in the past. Something really distant from my then world.

All I can really say now is that life is bullshit. I'm going to prove that right.

Good luck to you and when I go up there on stage, you guys are gonna be there with me.

Da Ge
A.A.C.P.Z.pex.pogee.ulmination.innacle.enith

SiMi Lj?

Deming... dun so kan cheong la... Will post here sooner or later mahz... just that there is not a need to post here everyday - so relac.

Actually i got nothing much to say lehz... just that Prelims are over le... no point brooding about it. Upset as we may be when we receive our scores.

We may regret.

We may cry.

We may feel life's drag.

We'll get over it the next day... and smile. As Da Ge once posted before "... one thing I've learnt quite some time ago was to never worry about anything. It just plain sucks. Never solves anything..."

He's so darn correct.

So no worries about yesteryears or yesterdays... just think ahead for the 'A' Levels...

Neither should we bother about other people's derogatory remarks. Pity them instead - they're pathetic.

So peeps... work hard! Jia You!

Btw, anybody received their enlistment letter yet?

FaBBy_Naibaf
Now this IS a POST

A sAd gUy gOiNg KTV fOr tHe First tIme...

I dun believe it... I got persuaded to go KTV tmrl...

Todae got back Phy P3... ya... 44/110... Bad??? Duh... Its me... The loser...
tht put my overall phy grade to be E now without P5...
Oh and todae durin GP lect, heard Judy Tan say out of 60+ scripts for terrorism qns, only 3 pass... Tht gives me a 5% chance of passin my essay... Great... Juz when i tht this might be the first time i fail bio being bad enuf, this might juz be the first time i fail GP... Argh... wad do i do????

Oh as i was sayin, i got persuaded to go KTV tmrl wth: Au De Yang(wk), Super base (the boss), s'pore idol (jk) , wild boar (kkk) and the indian (tys)... ???rite??
Me sing??? i dunno bout tht... but its $4 for 3hrs wth a free drink...so quite a gd deal... So i'm gg... Peer pressure maybe...

p.s. anyone wanna buy Prom Ticket??? $80...Price negotiable... contact me...