My future is in a blur...

Not a gd weekend.. Finally received the letter from NTU SCI...
Was so anxious about it i opened it w/o even taking off my boots when i got home...

Sadly, but expectedly, i was rejected.. It was expected.. But still.. i feel the disappontment.. The sadness that engulfed me after reading the letter was not easy to take..
Took a cool shower to cool myself down..
All i could tell myself was.. 'u shd have known...'
I was juz being naive.. Being hopeful.. Being dumb...

Managed to gather most of the ppl at my place to discuss and check out the internet for our transport and accomodation for the Euro trip we are planning...
More or less the main route is out already.. Left all the mimor details..
After that we also went to the library after dinner to check out some travel guides..
Each got a book to read up.. On all the different places we're planning to go...

I took Paris.. Anyway it was me who suggested Paris to begin with.. So might as well be me.. And i wun mind learning a little of French juz in case we need it over there.. Haha..

Life hasn't been gg well for me.. There juz seems to be too many cock ups.. Too many failures.. Too many disappointments...
Now that i can't get into SCI.. I really dunno wad i gg to do.. Uni study wad?? I really dunnno.. Argh... Wad i wanna work as?? I have no idea too... My future is in a blur..

Its like driving in a car with no idea where u shd be heading.. As if that wasn't bad enuf, it has to start pouring and visibility drops further...

Ok.. i've typed alot.. Nothing to do.. Glad to see Er Ge's post.. Proving his existance in this cyberworld...
Oh yah DM, when u gg SimLim lemme noe.. Might wanna go down as well..

Alan.. Rejected.. Dejected..

Time flies doesn't it?

Can't even remember off hand when was the last post i made here... but make no mistake... i do come here to read up...

LolZ! San Di, your CPU is finally working again? Wonder what went wrong...

I figured that since i ended my blog a long time back, i'd have to post here to show my existence. Yes... for all who don't know... you can finally remove my name off your links... :p

So keep smiling and have a great year ahead!

FaBBy_Naibaf
162 Days To O.R.D.!

The Da Vinci Code...

Juz got back from the movie.. The Da Vinci Code..
Hmm.. Not bad.. I mean, considering i at first thought i'd be disappointed cos i already read the book and i was thinking the movie's not gg to be able to bring out the story well.. But, its not so bad..

Because JK went Sentosa, we had to watch the late show.. At first wanted the 2350 show, but upon realising JK can make it earlier, we went for the 2130 show..
Me, Alvin and TYS met up earlier to get the tix.. Insanely, we met at bout 1230 at Suntec..
So we spent the whole afternoon there..

Playing LAN at Marina, den went to the arcade, where we spend money crazily on a few particular machines.. Of cos, me and TYS went for World Combat, hmm, the machine there not bad, at least its working properly, but we did complete the game.. With one token, though TYS died juz before the final boss did..

Den there was the 'Stacker', which i tink the 3 of us put in at least $3 each, haha.. Trying for the PSP.. And there was the bball shooting machine.. which i surprisingly came out bottoms, lolz..

And then, there was the round machine like a sphere which u can grab sweets.. There was this jackpot, which had lots of key chains and sweets, and it was near the edge.. So the 3 of us went on and try and try.. Alvin got the closest when he managed to push that thing near, but not over the edge.. Wasted..

So, wad a day it has been..

We were also talking, bout this trip which we wanna go on.. A trip to Europe.. Juz the few of us.. Hmm.. Details are still not out.. Hopefully, this will really happen.. It'll be an experience..

My com's acting strangely, and i dunnno wads wrong wth it.. Sigh..

Alan...

Long weekend over...

Well, all good things muz come to an end..

Had a great weekend..

Let's see, on thurs i took half day, actually wasted it slping the afternoon away.. lolz.. Den it was DOTA in the evening till late..

Fri played soccer.. Den it was DOTA again..

Sat played bball.. Den in the evening went alvin's place watch FA Cup Final.. Wad a match man!!

This morning went KBox wth the usual ppl and some of the gers from s4..

Ended the day meeting alvin and jk for badminton at the sports hall.. can't play for nuts.. Me and jk were like clowns as we 'entertain' the crowd wth our 'great' skills... Lost to alvin's cousins..
Then went for supper.. Alvin's treat cos i din wanna take the commission from the tutoring from him.. I mean, i know this guy for like wad, 9+ years le lah..

Realise my weekend's got quite a few DOTA sessions.. But sports was still in the timetable.. Soccer, bball, and even badminton.. Haha.. Guess its impt to exercise.. anyway, we enjoy it.. Haha..

Haven heard from my 2 brudders for a long long time.. Esp Da Ge, haven seen him for ages.. Wonder how they're both doing.. Hope ur r fine and things have been running smoothly for ur !!

Alan..

"我很欠骂我是傻瓜我好辛苦失去方向 .. 我在怀疑我在忍耐我在等待我在干吗.."
- Part of a song i really like cos of the lyrics..

It's been a while...

Been some time since i blogged.. Haha.. Let's see, the last time i was here i was talking bout getting my new CPU..

Much things have happened from then till now.. Both sad and happy..

Maybe its because i've nvr worked in an office environment before.. But office politics really sux.. The backstabbing and all really are 'fatal'.. It's even worse in wad i've seen in JC ( if ur noe wad i'm talking bout).. Its really hard to 'survive' in the office.. Especially mine.. It seems that mine is the 'cream of the crop'.. Argh...

Had been playin alot of DOTA Lan recently.. Guess its one of those things a whole grp of ppl can go and do and not really spend that much money..

Juz got back from another session..

Well, its the long weekend..

Enjoy it ppl !!.. I'm gg to try and enjoy mine before coming week where i have back to back training to conduct..

Alan..

HELLOOO...

Yes.. I'm back to the cyber world.. After weeks of having to clear my mail using the coms in my office, i can finally now sit in the comfort of my home and use the com and go online.. Haha..

Muz thank a few ppl for making this possible..

Firstly to DH and my Er Ge.. Thanks to the 2 of them for gg all the way to Simlim with me to help me get my new CPU.. With their knowledge and experience, they helped me decide on the specs of my new CPU and everything.. Took almost the whole afternoon but neither of them complained at all.. Thanks guys!!

But it wasn't a smooth ride after that.. Encountered some problems setting up my internet and all.. But thanx to DH (again), TYS and Alvin (Gan) for all the effort they made in tryin to get everything in place..

Well, its a new CPU.. Meaning i lost all my data... All my songs... Argh.. So many of them.. Many probably i'll nvr be able to get them back.. Sigh..

So ppl, kindly do send me songs.. Yah.. Help me get my song database back in shape..

Alan...