Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Nights off..

Addicted to Jay's 'Yi Lu Xiang Bei' (Initial D theme) liao.. Its on replay on my player.. Listenin to it every time i got free time.. Haven seen the lyrics yet.. Dun really noe wad he singing yet.. Its juz the melody and music.. I juz listen to the song go... Nice...

Tmrl bookin out for off till thurs.. Allow us to collect 'A' lvl cert.. Sigh.. 'A' Levels...

Few more hrs to bookin in... Can't wait for payday.. Really really broke...

Alan sadly...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Book in day...

Once again its book in day..

Stayed over at Alvin's hse last nite.. Chiong Underground 2 and PES4.. Slpt at 6 am only to wake up at 8am for bball...

Watched Initial D liao... Quite ok movie wad.. Why some say no gd?

BBall session wasn't as fun.. Maybe its me... Its always me isn't it...

Sometimes i wonder.. Why am i such a loser.. sigh..

Lookin back in life, there ain't much thing i did tt i can look up to and take any pride.. Sigh..

Alan..

Thursday, June 30, 2005

Nights off..

Ystdae another army personnel pass away.. A NSF Specialist at BMTC..
He's the 3rd army men to pass away recently...

Almost all the cases involve ppl tt nvr had any medical problems be4.. All this got me wondering.. Wad if.....

Booking in in a few hrs... Probably only bookin out on Sat for the weekend..

Weekend coming..

Alan

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

...

Well.. Nights off.. So i'm out here.. Till tonight..

Haven done anythin much since i booked in.. Juz spent alot of money on canteen food.. last weekend spent alot of money.. So i'm very very broke..

Book in day (last sun) , i got real pissed wth JK and Wk.. I haven felt so angry for a long long time.. Not gg to tok bout tt...

Thanx to Alvin and TYS, my book-in day was still a great day.. Went for dinner,pool and arcacde wth 2 of them.. Enjoyed orselves alot... My thanx to these 2 pals..

Bookin in in another few hrs time.. Sian...

Looks like coming weekend i'll be stayin home quite alot.. Maybe i shd...
save some money.. spent more tme wth family..
And also, though i've cooled off, i still feel a lil pissed wth the 2 gd frens of mine.. Its not only last sun tt resulted in me being so pissed.. It has been buildin up..

Alan

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Feelin so...

Middle of the week and i'm out.. Yeah..

Saw quite alot of familiar faces at SISPEC BSLC..

To Er Ge, glad to see u so motivated to do well.. Wish u all the best.. I'm sure u can achieve the Gold and 9.30.. but do remember to take care of urself.. Cos ultimately, NS is only 2yrs..lol...

Recently i've come to realise, actually, i had been very lucky my whole life.. call it 'tyco' if u like..
But apparently, this luck of mine works on all area except one.. haha.. Shan't go into detail how i came to this conclusion and which area my luck isn't working.. Dun wanna bore ppl do i? Lol..

Weekend comin.. will is be bball or soccer? i dunno... Had both last weekend..

Ok.. Tink i shd go catch some slp..

Cpl Lim wilco out...

PS anyone free anytime can call me chit chat or jio me go out in the evening.. kinda bored..

Saturday, June 18, 2005

Juz back frm DW's place... Had a steamboat BBQ wth JK,WK and DW.. Like the last time, we ended gettin too much food..

I told them enuf le... Dun believe me again.. Last time also lidat..
Last time was too many balls... This time too many hotdogs.. Lol...

Anyway, 3 of us shared a cab home to save time.. Anyway tink by the time we walk to interchange,they also no bus le..

Tmrl playin soccer...

Gtg shower, prepare den slp le.. Muz rest mah...

Cpl Alan wilco out...

P.S. Not gg Kbox this weekend.. Looks like i won't get to see my dream girl le.. Sigh..

Sigh

This weekend my mum and sis went overseas.. Plus my bro went for BBQ.. So only left me and dad home.. And he's workin till late.. So i'm on my own.. Juz came back frm bball session juz now.. Played among ourselves... A short session.. Ystdae went to this place, IOI buildin, for pool.. TYS was the one tt intro us there.. Not bad but the music can be better... Left kinda late so JK stayed over at my place last nite.. Chatted alot.. Bout Senghou's love life..

Gg out again soon... Meetin WK for pool at Parkway.. Den gg DW's place for steamboat+BBQ..
JK also joining us there.. TYS might be joining later...

Dunno why recently juz can't get myself to be happy.. Juz feel so sian.. No matter wad i do or try to do i juz feel so.... Sigh.. Can't explain the cause or the feelin at all.. Its juz not happy..

Maybe wad i need is a pay rise.. Lol..

K.. Gtg prepare... Shan't tok more...

Cpl Alan Lim...

P.S. can't wait to see the girl in 'Yuan You Hui' MV again.. tink i'm in love.. lol...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Booked out ystdae.. Booking in tml.. Day off cos i did guard duty ya..

Now my offs and bookouts are unpredictable.. I will nvr noe i bookin out until like 1hr be4..

Anway, JK persuaded me to join him and his cousins go out todae.. So since i had nthing to do at home, i decided to join him lor.. Went PS there eat.. Den walk walk here walk walk there.. wanted to play pool at S'pore Shopping Centre.. But we din wanna wait so long.. So gave up.. Walked all the way to cine.. Den they wanna catch a movie.. Din really feel like watchin.. So i gave DW and WK a call ask if they wanna play pool.. Both say dun feel like.. So end up i left on my own.. Actually, i left thinkin i'll be playin pool... But ended up gg home alone.. Rather sad..
Really wanted to play pool..

Bout to go to slp le.. Gotta wake up real early tmrl.. Probably gg to hav to do guard duty tmrl again... Hoping i can book out on Fri again.. I realise i'm really missin time wth family and frens alot...

Oh and da ge.. I tink the 'radar' malfunction' cannot be cured liao.. Sigh.. Result of SAF...

p.s. i can't wait to see the girl frm the 'Yuan You Hui' MV.. Argh.. maybe i'm in love..lol

Saturday, June 11, 2005

Post Tekong 'Radar' Malfunction

Help.. I'm sufferin frm Post Tekong 'Radar' Malfunction...

Juz now went to Hou Interchange to meet up wth wk and Gan for pool.. Suddenly realise Hou seems to hav more cute girls.. There seems to be more attractive girls my 'radar' is picking up..

Anyone got the cure??

Gettin use to new life at SISPEC HQ.. Muz admit, better life than trainee.. But i won't say life is gd..

Oh.. Anyone free on sun go kbox?? Lemme noe..

p.s. It's easy to find cute girls arnd..It's juz the matter of finding the right one and one tt like me.. Tt is not easy...

Thursday, June 09, 2005

OOC.. Post out...Nights out...

this week has been very eventful...

First day of ASLC i OOC(out of course) liao..

Reported sick for my chest prob.. end up abnormal ECG.. MO gimme OOC and refer me to National Heart Centre..

Den do sai kang at Bravo Coy for 2 days.. Todae suddenly got posted out late in afternoon to SISPEC HQ.. under Team Trainin Branch..Meanin sai kang at higher level..

Stay in or out dunno yet.. Todae is nights out.. tmrl morning gotta book in le.. Brought back quite alot of stuff le.. Cos even if stay in also won't be needin all the stuff..

Ok.. Not gg to waste this night out typin everythin.. Tt can wait for the weekend..

Coming weekend Senghou will be missin JK and KKK.. hmm.. we'll see wad we can do... Both affiliations shd be free..

p.s. i miss civi life.. everyone out here...

" Raindrops keep fallin on my head, but tt doesn't mean my eyes will sonn be turnin red.. "

Sunday, June 05, 2005

wad is wrong man....

Went Beach rd in the afternoon wth JK and TYS den go play pool.. Met up wth KKK and WK.. den headed for National Stadium after dinner.. Me and WK (we had our dinner elsewhere) walked all the way to the stadium... the rest took a cab... chatted alot bout the love lifes our Senghou and affiliation..

Anyway, we left the stadium wth pride after the lions saw off the challenge of the tigers 2-0.. 2 great goals though many others wasted...

Den the prob arised.. we started toking bout wads gg to happen tmrl...Bball or soccer??

This qns resulted in a heated debate among the 5 of us... JK insistin its bball and refuses to turn up if its soccer... WTH!! Everyone tried to convince him soccer instead but he held on firm.. This 'debate' went on for quite awhile.. Nobody was ready to give in...

I mean i'm quite sure i'm being objective by sayin tt soccer's more feasible..I mean anyway alson's team can't make it.. So why on bball this weekend? I noe we said it'll be bball this weekend.. BUt why can't be more flexible? Since alson can't make it, we'll play soccer lah.. Not as if we're not playin bball ever again after this weekend..

For me, i hav passion both for soccer and bball.. I love both sports and i enjoy both.. Why will i say smthing bias in this case? Everyone else in the grp hav a slight preference of one sport over the other.. I dun... I dun understand wads so difficult for a grp of 18+ yrs olds to decide wad sports to play.. Its not first time...

Everytime me and WK try to plan smthing for the grp, there'll sure be 1 or 2 who refuses to accept the plan... There'll surely be someone against any activity... Why can't u ppl juz be a little more understandin and juz try and accomodate each other? I mean we can't possibly please everyone... Can't ur juz give in once in a while.. Gettin tired organisin act for weekends..

Feel like juz givin up.. But i can't.. Cos i noe, if me and WK dun plan, the rest won't as well..

I dunno how ur think.. But for me, i treasure every book out i hav... The time spent wth family..
Frens... I wanna enjoy myself whenever i book out.. Maybe ur think bookouts shd be juz spent slpin away or juz stay home thru out.. Maybe because ur hav nights off,5 days week, stay out...
Only KKK will be able to understand wad i'm toking bout...

Gg out wth frens, family.. All this are things we look forward to when we're nearin bookout day..
And when smthing we look forward to becomes all f*** up, the feelin sux..

Sigh.. very long post.. doubt anyone will bother readin it all but i juz wanna say it out.. Makes me feel better...

Am i wrong? i dunno.. dun wanna think bout it..

Alan signing off wth loneliness.. and the disappointment...

p.s. the girl in jay's yuan you hui MTV is so cute.. can't help thinkin bout her everytime i hear the song..

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Poor Me....

BSLC finally came to an end after the 32km march... Super tiring.. Tryin to keep awake the whole journey cos its in the middle of the night... Even my MP3 was useless.. So close to giving up.. But i din... Completed it and i was given my Corporal rank by my PC on the graduation parade this morning.. Not easy earnin this insignia...

Den the sad thing happen... My posting...
My worst fear came true and i'm posted to ASLC... NOooooooooooooo
Anythin but tt i will be happier... Why? All ASLC go Bravo Coy.. Echo Coy no more liao...
Spent a gd half a day there todae.. So different frm Golf... I'm already missin Golf.. Got quite some stuff to get bby this book out... Sian....

This 2days only i book out... No one go out wth me... Sian.. Anyone free wanna go out can jio me ya....

Cpl Lim sadly signing off....

Sunday, May 29, 2005

POP...

Half a week more to the end of my BSLC...

Juz completed Nutcracker and 16km route march...

Nutcracker left me wth sandfky bites all over my hands... And heat rash all over my upper body.. Sigh...So itchy and painful..

Went out practically the whole day todae since the moment i booked out till now...
Get my insignia fixed on, buy games, dinner, world combat den pool...
Wad a day...

Tmrl playin soccer...

Gg to try out the new games...

Cpl Lim signing off wth loneliness...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Great Game...

Juz came back frm the bball game.. Our team won 100-83.. Woow...

Started the game real well.. We cruised to a lead of 20pts very quickly.. But as fatigue set in, we begin to play in a 'messy' manner... So our lead was cut very quickly...
There was a point of time they actually took the lead by a point... But we manage to pull ourselves together and get our game back... Soon we were leadin again.. And when we finally hit the last basket to make it 100-83, there was satisfaction and pride in us...

Now as the manager, i'll do an analysis of our players...

Lim De Wei :
Played mainly as the Centre for the team, he managed to grab some crucial rebounds and make a few baskets. Important part of the team's defence.
Ratings: 6.5/10

Caleb Ng:
Team's star Forward. Made his presence felt under the ring wth his rebound prowess. An indispensable player in defence. however he failed to perform up to standard in attack todae.
Ratings: 6/10

Tan Wee Keat:
One of the top performers todae. Was part of the defence tt held the team together in the last part of the game. Impressed many wth his scoring ability in todae's match.
Ratings: 8.0/10

Tan Yong Shen:
Team's top scorer todae i believe. Was the main man to take points frm fast break. Lacking in physical size to mark out opposition's star players. tried his best though.
Ratings: 9.0/10

Koe Kai Kian:
Contributed a part in everything but din really impress todae. Except for his usual hard tackling defence, din do anything exceptional.
Ratings: 6.0/10

Ong Jun Kok:
Another of the team's star player. The all rounder todae. Top few scorers for the team. Dished out the most assist and grab some rebounds along the way. Ghost past the defence of the opposition team quite a few times creating much problems.
Ratings: 8.5/10

Ha.. Notice i din rate myself... Dun tink i shd do tt.. Its up to the rest to rate me ya...

CPL-to-be Lim Signing off...

NOTICE!!

Hey everyone... JK got a blog!!!

Go check it out @ www.nonotonono.blogspot.com

lol... damn cool... really....

Add him as link to ur blogs if possible..

CPL-to-be Lim signing off...

POP soon...

Second last bookout be4 POP le... Juz took IPPT test which i only manage to acheive a pass.. The schedule is juz so pack tt i'm so tired.. I mean my Silver was already so borderline.. Den they hav to tire me out.. Ha.. Maybe i'm juz not deserving of even a Silver.. Weak...

Anyway, it doesn't matter.. Cos a pass is all i need to pass out... Haha...

Juz now went back college to collect the Service Award for ODAC... Apparantly they cock it up and resulted in ODAC havin no one gettin any award... Actually, there's suppose to be 4 of us...
Me,JK,KKK and of course DW as well...So the 4 of us made a trip back to college to pick up our awards... Den we chatted quite abit wth Mr Goh.. Bout NS and Uni mostly.. And also how ODAC is gettin along... End up made TYS waited for hours for us... Felt so bad.. So we took a cab chiong go meet him...

Den we went City Hall... Met up wth WK and had our dinner at Sakae Sushi and den more food at Long John...

Den we headed to CHIJMES to catch the FA cup final... At half time, we decided its too crowded so headed home... On the cab wth Wk, JK and KK, we suddenly decided to play pool and cont'd watchin the match... But KKK din wan to... So 3 of us headed for pool and finished watching the match at the place... Arsenal beat Man Utd after the PK match... Exciting match indeed...

WK headed home... JK now at my place stayin over... Cos he's lazy to walk home... lol...

Tmrl finally gettin a chance to play bball... Hoping to enjoy myself..

Cpl-to-be Lim signing off...

p.s. wad is love??

Friday, May 20, 2005

Wah... Exercise Nutcracker...

Can die... Esp when it rains.

Dig until can die...

Die-ed...

At least still got break...

To San Di: We got 1.5 weeks more to go!
Yay! Lets Jia You!

Take care and have fun~!

FaBBy_Naibaf
Shagged....

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Book outs are suppose to be happy...

Well.. This book out seems not to be as happy as others... Reason's simple.. I got guard duty tmrl... Meaning i gotta book in early tmrl morning (0730) unlike the rest (2130).. Sigh.. Tts like more than 12hrs loss...

No choice lah.. Wad i owe muz return.. this guard duty is pay back to a section-mate who did one for me few weeks ago..

Anyway, the past week had been real slack.. So many canteen breaks.. .So many lects... admin time of course was plentiful... The most 'xiong' was probably the IPPT Cat test this morning...
So long since we exercise so we're kinda stiff... But amazingly, for the first time in my NS career, i got a Silver award... Haha.. Of course i'm happy..

Todae the 2 ASLC Coy POP le... Ha.. Really envy them.. End of being trainees... Den saw the silver bayonet as well... So cool... Den saw them book out wth their parents... Bet they are filled with pride as they leave the place...

Went out wth Fab, Wk,TYS, KKK and Alvin Lim juz now... Chatted at Hou Mall Mac for quite awhile.. Den we decided to go CP for dinner... Went to the library and borrowed a book on 6th Sense...den we went to Jack's Place and manage to eat and chat till like 2115.. Den i decided to leave first.. The rest of them still hav the whole of tmrl out here...

Now its pouring out there... Hopefully the rain will stop tmrl mornin when i leave to book in... It can rain(CAT 1) all the way after i book in for all i care...

PTE Lim signing off...

With a little bit of sadness and a little bit of loneliness, I set off for the goal which seems to get further and further away... How long more i can go on? I dunno....

Monday, May 02, 2005


Notice Me
-Zetta Bytes

Here's the story of a girl
Living in a lonely world
A hidden note, a secret crush
A little boy who talks too much
Well I'm standing in the crowd
And when you smile I check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playing games

IIIIIIIIIIII want you to know
If you lose your way, I won't let you go

If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see?
To get you to notice me?
(To get you to notice me?)

You got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're coming down
No I don't want to sink your ship
It's not about the scholarship
And all the friends that follow you
That tell you things that just ain't true
I'm the girl you never see
I'm the one you really need

And ooooooooooooooh don't get me wrong
You better make your move before that moments gone

Tell me
If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see?
To get you to notice me?

I'm not like the rest
I just don't care if your the best
You see its
All the same to me
You'd just be who you are to me
Its all the same to meeeeeeeeeee

Ooooooooooooooh don't get me wrong
You better make your move before that moments gone

Tell meIf I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
I want you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me
(I'll get you to notice me)

wad a weekend...

Sat nite stayed over at alvin's place wth JK for EPL game... Saw Chelsea lift the trophy... Oh well..

Den Sun mornin woke up den chiong to play soccer wth Senghou + TYS... After tt as usual had lunch at HP..Decided to watch 'Coach Carter'.. So we got the tics at the AXS machine.. den everyone went home to slack awhile.. Met at TM later where we had dinner at pizza hut..

Anyway the show is nice.. At least to me.. Inspiring and motivating.. Really feel like playin bball man... Went home wth JK.. Chatted alot bout our lives, past present and future.. We even alighted at a nearby coffeeshop to sit down to chat... Long time no chat wth this best fren of mine already...

Sad to say, he bookin in tmrl morning.. If not sure play bball... So gg kbox instead...

So as u can see my expenses is real high.. Basically i'm broke till the nxt pay day...

PTE Lim signing off...

'Wad is love?'....