Office politics sux...

The working environment in my workplace is really lousy.. The office politics is real bad.. Sigh.. So many ppl backstabbing each other... Its a scary place...

After working in the office, only then did i realise the importance of a secretary.. or rather someone to be there to do all the misc stuff like photocopying stuff, faxing paperwork,etc.... Haha.. So they do have a use other than sitting there takin up a spot and trying to be part of the furniture in the office tryin to look pretty..

Gg for course for the nxt 2 days... Can take it as a break from my workin schedule... Haha..

Song i'm listening to on repeat on my mp3: 三个字 - 乔乔+阮经天

Alan™

Cafe Cartel....

Todae afternoon actually went all the way to Yishun (actually yishun also not very far) to watch a movie..
Pirates of the Caribbean.. Not a bad show...

Den went to meet some of the guys from the class and Cory as well.. Cory's back in Singapore for awhile.. went to Cafe Cartel for dinner.. well, the new service charge is rather sad.. haha..

After that spent some time at the arcade and then the foodfestival before heading home...

Dunno wads wrong wth me todae.. while walking to the MRT wth TYS in the afternoon, suddenly juz had a little fainting spell.. Juz suddenly like black out for a few seconds.. Thank goodness for the pillar nxt to the walkway..Had to held on to it for support.. I've never had this kind of fainting spells before.. The nearest i got was when i sit down for too long, den when i suddenly stand up i'll get a blood rush.. But i was juz walking this afternoon...
And my chest hasn't been feelin so gd.. Damn.. I hope its juz i xin li zhuo yong... Its only then I realise... I'm scared of death too... I've got so much i wanna achieve.. and so much things i wanna try...I'm thinking too much........

Its a Sun nite.. back to work tmrl... And awaiting to serve my extra nxt Sun....

Alan...

Tuning in to: 開不了口 - 周杰倫

World Cup's over... Love is in the air??

And the World Cup is officially over.. Italy has managed to emerge as the champions this time round.. Taking their total world cup tally to 4 i tink...
Disappointed that my fav Brazil din make it... But well.. The ball's round.. And money can work its magic even on the soccer field.. Haha...

Seems that love is in the air huh.. For some of the guys i noe at least..
Watched 'The Classic' at alvin's place wth jk as wel last night.. Well, to me the story was ok.. But the draggin in the show... It makes the movie more slp0-inducing only.. Haha.. Concluded that the movie was not exactly meant for 3 guys to watch it together.. Haha...

Tmrl got guard duty.. Sian..

Alan..

Song I'm tuning to: 一路向北 - 周杰伦

LolZ... talk about a bad week...

I came down with a high fever last friday...
So i was at home all the way up till now... crappy kind of feeling...
i would appreciate it if i fell sick on a weekday... not cutting into a weekend...
Sianz...

Got to go back to camp tonight... which is lagi even more sian...

hahaha...

Cheers!

FaBBy_Naibaf

NDP

Yeah.. Dunno unfortunately or fortunately, i'm involve in the NDP 2006.. Not like i'm the only one lah..
Go there meet so many ppl.. Haha..

Recently there have been alot of , not so nice things, happening at home... I'm feelin very sian about it.. And i'm feelin sick and tired... Morale is low..
I'm juz waiting to blow up.. To explode.. When that happens, drastic measures will be taken... There will be extreme changes.. And NOBODY will be able to stop me...

So the already short fuse to this guy wth serious attitude problem has gone even shorter now... Dun set me off.. Really.. Dun... But if they push me anymore... Den juz watch me...

Alan..

Tune i'm listening to: Bad day - Daniel Powter

Feelin Jaded...

Training again as usual.. Tanjong Gul Camp.. Sure is far..

Feelin tired... Gg to have to format my com.. Dunno wad my bro did to it.. But now it actually lags.. Sigh..

Anyway, decided against gettin a mp3 player le.. Gg for a new phone instead..One that allows mp3 playing.. Haha..

Tmrl is half day.. Hooray.. Anyone free to go out?? Haha..

Alan..

Tune I'm in: 說愛你 - 蔡依林

I helped save a dog !!!

During my guard duty ystdae, something interesting happened.. someone reported that a dog was trapped and SPCA was called in.. So i was called upon to follow the DO (Duty Officer) and the SPCA guy in.. Went in wth a torch (it was in the night) and a jack knife.. Turns out the dog was trapped in the net of one of the goal post at the field.. It was very agitated.. I tried to calm it down ( i always thot i can communicate wth all kinds of living things.. haha).. I was ok until the SPCA guy came wth the lasso.. The dog struggled so much it's mouth got entangled in the net.. Unable to open its mouth and bark, it decides to try and bite thru the net.. The sharp nylon of the net cuts its gums and it ended up bleeding from its gums.. Quite alot of blood loss.. After it was freed, the SPCA guy took it back wth him.. Haha.. Interesting..

Had a tiring day todae.. Somemore had to go Tanjong Gul Camp, which is like super far lah.. Tmrl gotta go again.. Sian.. muz take train all the way to Boon Lay leh.. After that take a bus for almost half an hour.. Sian...

ALright.. That's all for now.. Gg to catch up on some slp...

Alan

Tune I'm Singing: 沙沙的谁 - 洪俊扬

Guard Duty??

Hey Er Ge, i'm doing guard duty on Mon as well.. Haha..

Body slowly feelin the fatigue set in after all the sports...

The World Cup is more or less over... Wth Brazil and Argentina out, this means there are no more South American teams left.. And there are no more Asian teams as well..

And so we step into the month of July, which is a hectic one for me.. Wth NDP trainings comin in.. and the duties i have to performed ( not exactly helpful that i signed 2 extras).. and the huge amt of training we have to do.. i can't wait for July to be over.. And there isn't a single day of public holiday.. Sigh..

Morale is below sea level...

Alan...

Still confused about my future..

Woo! Got back this morning from Guard Duty in Camp...

Didn't catch a wink the entire night at all... not even my alarm clock could wake me up just now... hahaz...

And the beauty of it all... it ends my June guard duty... And... this Monday will be my July Guard Duty!
Ta-Da!

The Idiocity of Planning...

FaBBy_Naibaf
Eyebags Are In Fashion!

The melancholy of Sundays...

Book in le... So I'll be back next week... :)

FaBBy_Naibaf

Did a good deed...

Todae i did a good deed.. During training todae, a little bird somehow fell and landed on the floor.. Abit stunned and injured, it din fly.. or rather it can't.. i picked it up and it rested in my hands for like half an hour, den it was well enuf to perched itself on my finger.. Den soon it flew off le.. So happy for it....

Had a farewell 'party' for my OC todae.. Ate alot of pizzas and drank quite abit of beer and wine..

Den headed to Parkway to join the rest for pool.. was rather tired by the time i got there.. A long journey indeed..

Played a few games den shared a cab home...

Tmrl i'm on duty.. I actually exchanged for it myself.. Dun ask me why i do it...

Everyday, someone will piss u off.. But then, everyday, someone will make ur day as well... this is a balance in life... Juz my thoughts... no right or wrong...

Alan...

"Wadeva ok.... "

It's been awhile...

Hmm.. Been quite some time since i last blogged..

So wad have i been up to??

Well, i've been spending alot of money.. and i've been gettin into alot of trouble..

Ystdae a few of the class guys (including me lah) went to Suntec for dinner.. Had our dinner at Sizzler's.. Nice food and filling indeed.. But the price was still a little steep.. Not the first time i ate there.. Once in a while guess its ok.. Haha..
To tink last Sat juz ate at Pasta Mania and bought myself a set of earphones.. And this time the earphones i bought is apparently a gd one.. Haha.. Smthing wth a gd brand.. Lolz..

Juz came back from a jog wth WK.. I'm so fat nowadays.. Really shd be running more..

And so wad kind of trouble have i got myself into?? Well, its a long story.. But i got my punishments... Signed 2 extras if u noe wad they are.. Had to write statements somemore lor... Nvr write before.. Not gonna dwell on it..

Hmmm, reading blogs arnd, i realise smthing.. Ppl often like to use the initials of a person in their blogs and sms.. For example, they'll use 'kl' for me.. Or like 'WK' for Wee Keat.. For sms its still fine, cos the person u're msging probably noe this person as well.. But for blogs dun u tink its different?? I mean there may be people who read ur blog, but not noe who ur 'KY' or 'JH' all this are.. right??
Juz a point of view...

Perhaps i shd go on a jian fei programme..

Nah.. I love food too much to do that.. And i love supper.. Haha..

Oh yeah.. Many ppl getting sick nowadays.. Down wth wad they call.. The World Cup Fever.. Take care...
And guess wad, i can watch the world cup on my com as well.. Haha.. And i can watch lots of shows too.. Muahahaha..

Alan..

' In the day we are soldiers.. At night we are brothers... "

Back.. Tired..

Back from my 4D3N Exercise le..

Felt like ages before it ended.. Wanted to clear a whole day of off tmrl.. However, due to some stores, i'll have to go back to camp in the morning tmrl.. Sigh.. Nvrm.. I'll juz settle for the half day off..

But sadly, that does not mean long weekend for me.. Because, i'm on duty on Sat.. Wad luck.. Well, i'll juz get it all over and done... Sigh..

Our gd fren KKK is gg overseas again.. Haha.. Brunei this time i tink? Anyway all the best to u.. Not that i tink u'll suffer gg there as an officer.. Haha..

Alright.. i'm gg to relax the rest of todae.. And get ready to go back to camp tmrl morning again..

Anyway, to DM, SCI stands for Sch of Communication and Information...

Alan..

A rather short weekend.. and off i go for Exercise...

This weekend seems real short.. The only thing i seem to be able to remember from the whole weekend was the soccer session on Sat night lor.. And i dun recall myself doing anything else this weekend..

Tmrl's the start of the 4D3N exercise le.. Meaning i'll be away from home and away from my com for 4 days... Sian..

Do your believe that a guy and a girl can be purely juz gd frens?
Juz smthing triggered in my mind after watching shows wth Jolin and Xiao Zhu.. Hmm..
Only frens?

Well, i do believe that is possible.. But, it has yet to happen to me.. haha

Alright.. probably shd go to slp now..Tmrl still gotta wake up real early..

Cya guys in a few days time... I'll be back...

Alan..

My future is in a blur...

Not a gd weekend.. Finally received the letter from NTU SCI...
Was so anxious about it i opened it w/o even taking off my boots when i got home...

Sadly, but expectedly, i was rejected.. It was expected.. But still.. i feel the disappontment.. The sadness that engulfed me after reading the letter was not easy to take..
Took a cool shower to cool myself down..
All i could tell myself was.. 'u shd have known...'
I was juz being naive.. Being hopeful.. Being dumb...

Managed to gather most of the ppl at my place to discuss and check out the internet for our transport and accomodation for the Euro trip we are planning...
More or less the main route is out already.. Left all the mimor details..
After that we also went to the library after dinner to check out some travel guides..
Each got a book to read up.. On all the different places we're planning to go...

I took Paris.. Anyway it was me who suggested Paris to begin with.. So might as well be me.. And i wun mind learning a little of French juz in case we need it over there.. Haha..

Life hasn't been gg well for me.. There juz seems to be too many cock ups.. Too many failures.. Too many disappointments...
Now that i can't get into SCI.. I really dunno wad i gg to do.. Uni study wad?? I really dunnno.. Argh... Wad i wanna work as?? I have no idea too... My future is in a blur..

Its like driving in a car with no idea where u shd be heading.. As if that wasn't bad enuf, it has to start pouring and visibility drops further...

Ok.. i've typed alot.. Nothing to do.. Glad to see Er Ge's post.. Proving his existance in this cyberworld...
Oh yah DM, when u gg SimLim lemme noe.. Might wanna go down as well..

Alan.. Rejected.. Dejected..

Time flies doesn't it?

Can't even remember off hand when was the last post i made here... but make no mistake... i do come here to read up...

LolZ! San Di, your CPU is finally working again? Wonder what went wrong...

I figured that since i ended my blog a long time back, i'd have to post here to show my existence. Yes... for all who don't know... you can finally remove my name off your links... :p

So keep smiling and have a great year ahead!

FaBBy_Naibaf
162 Days To O.R.D.!

The Da Vinci Code...

Juz got back from the movie.. The Da Vinci Code..
Hmm.. Not bad.. I mean, considering i at first thought i'd be disappointed cos i already read the book and i was thinking the movie's not gg to be able to bring out the story well.. But, its not so bad..

Because JK went Sentosa, we had to watch the late show.. At first wanted the 2350 show, but upon realising JK can make it earlier, we went for the 2130 show..
Me, Alvin and TYS met up earlier to get the tix.. Insanely, we met at bout 1230 at Suntec..
So we spent the whole afternoon there..

Playing LAN at Marina, den went to the arcade, where we spend money crazily on a few particular machines.. Of cos, me and TYS went for World Combat, hmm, the machine there not bad, at least its working properly, but we did complete the game.. With one token, though TYS died juz before the final boss did..

Den there was the 'Stacker', which i tink the 3 of us put in at least $3 each, haha.. Trying for the PSP.. And there was the bball shooting machine.. which i surprisingly came out bottoms, lolz..

And then, there was the round machine like a sphere which u can grab sweets.. There was this jackpot, which had lots of key chains and sweets, and it was near the edge.. So the 3 of us went on and try and try.. Alvin got the closest when he managed to push that thing near, but not over the edge.. Wasted..

So, wad a day it has been..

We were also talking, bout this trip which we wanna go on.. A trip to Europe.. Juz the few of us.. Hmm.. Details are still not out.. Hopefully, this will really happen.. It'll be an experience..

My com's acting strangely, and i dunnno wads wrong wth it.. Sigh..

Alan...

Long weekend over...

Well, all good things muz come to an end..

Had a great weekend..

Let's see, on thurs i took half day, actually wasted it slping the afternoon away.. lolz.. Den it was DOTA in the evening till late..

Fri played soccer.. Den it was DOTA again..

Sat played bball.. Den in the evening went alvin's place watch FA Cup Final.. Wad a match man!!

This morning went KBox wth the usual ppl and some of the gers from s4..

Ended the day meeting alvin and jk for badminton at the sports hall.. can't play for nuts.. Me and jk were like clowns as we 'entertain' the crowd wth our 'great' skills... Lost to alvin's cousins..
Then went for supper.. Alvin's treat cos i din wanna take the commission from the tutoring from him.. I mean, i know this guy for like wad, 9+ years le lah..

Realise my weekend's got quite a few DOTA sessions.. But sports was still in the timetable.. Soccer, bball, and even badminton.. Haha.. Guess its impt to exercise.. anyway, we enjoy it.. Haha..

Haven heard from my 2 brudders for a long long time.. Esp Da Ge, haven seen him for ages.. Wonder how they're both doing.. Hope ur r fine and things have been running smoothly for ur !!

Alan..

"我很欠骂我是傻瓜我好辛苦失去方向 .. 我在怀疑我在忍耐我在等待我在干吗.."
- Part of a song i really like cos of the lyrics..

It's been a while...

Been some time since i blogged.. Haha.. Let's see, the last time i was here i was talking bout getting my new CPU..

Much things have happened from then till now.. Both sad and happy..

Maybe its because i've nvr worked in an office environment before.. But office politics really sux.. The backstabbing and all really are 'fatal'.. It's even worse in wad i've seen in JC ( if ur noe wad i'm talking bout).. Its really hard to 'survive' in the office.. Especially mine.. It seems that mine is the 'cream of the crop'.. Argh...

Had been playin alot of DOTA Lan recently.. Guess its one of those things a whole grp of ppl can go and do and not really spend that much money..

Juz got back from another session..

Well, its the long weekend..

Enjoy it ppl !!.. I'm gg to try and enjoy mine before coming week where i have back to back training to conduct..

Alan..

HELLOOO...

Yes.. I'm back to the cyber world.. After weeks of having to clear my mail using the coms in my office, i can finally now sit in the comfort of my home and use the com and go online.. Haha..

Muz thank a few ppl for making this possible..

Firstly to DH and my Er Ge.. Thanks to the 2 of them for gg all the way to Simlim with me to help me get my new CPU.. With their knowledge and experience, they helped me decide on the specs of my new CPU and everything.. Took almost the whole afternoon but neither of them complained at all.. Thanks guys!!

But it wasn't a smooth ride after that.. Encountered some problems setting up my internet and all.. But thanx to DH (again), TYS and Alvin (Gan) for all the effort they made in tryin to get everything in place..

Well, its a new CPU.. Meaning i lost all my data... All my songs... Argh.. So many of them.. Many probably i'll nvr be able to get them back.. Sigh..

So ppl, kindly do send me songs.. Yah.. Help me get my song database back in shape..

Alan...