Happy day with a sad ending...

This morning went to Sentosa wth my wing ppl.. See got so many ppl den i realise that 'O' and 'A' levels finish liao..and its the hols.. no wonder so many ppl at Sentosa lah.. There was no sun.. It was cloudy and rained abit thru out the day.. But i like the weather that way..

Spent the whole day out there.. Only got home like 6plus in the evening.. Was feelin happy lor.. Den they e-mail me the stuff to bring for my course startin on Mon.. Den realise they need me to bring more than i've planned.. And they also require some stuff which i do not hav or hav not prepared.. I tot i was more or less done for my packing liao lor.. Den now lidat.. This is something which makes me very stress.. I dun like it when ppl come spoiling my plan.. And i was already feelin so sian bout the course le.. This is not helping me at all..

Feelin even sadder..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Harry Porter and the Goblet of Fire..

Ystdae was awarded half day off.. So get to leave camp bout 1200.. Den decided to join the class gers for Harry Porter and the Goblet of Fire.. So headed to PS.. Seriously, i prefer the previous Albus Dumbledore.. This new guy juz dun fit.. The movie was different from the story in the book.. The director did ok lah.. I tot the way he handled the Quidditch Cup Final was rather short and sweet.. Then there was the appearance of Cho Chang.. Ok, she is rather good-looking, but i tink she's bit on the plump side isn't it?? .. Oh but comparing the Draco Malfoy in Chamber of Secrets to this Malfoy, he sure change for the better, in terms of looks of course.. Hermione tried to impress during the ball, but i tink she looks more childish in her dress.. She looks more 'mature' when she wears her Muggle' clothings.. haha..

On the whole, its a 6.5/10 rating from me..

After the movie, went home change and jog off to meet JK and WK for an evenning jog.. Jog until i wanna die.. Really cannot make it... Den went for dinner wth JK at HP before heading home...

Alright, gotta go prepare liao.. Gg to Sentosa todae.. Haha.. But its drizzling out there.. Hopefully its not raining on the island there down south..

Thurs and Fri leave.. Hoping to enjoy myself as much as possible.. Before my course starts ya...

aLaN ~ sAn dI

"故事中的我们 在演自己的一生 "

Hitching rides...

This weekend got alot of rides from DW and TYS's cars.. Ystdae evening den go out.. Went Parkway to play pool... After that 6 of us split into 3 in each car.. Headed to Katong for LAN gaming.. Me and JK were in DW's car.. Den when we reach, had to do parallel parking.. DW super stress wth the 2 of us givin instruction here and there.. haha.. but really damn funny.. me and jk were outside the car, tryin very diff to give instruction to DW.. In the end DW took quite a FEW tries to make it.. haha.. Not say he lousy lah.. We ourselves haven try it yet.. so better keep the comments to ourselves.. After that went for supper (roti prata).. Den they sent us home..

This morning early morning wake up still feel slpy.. Went to meet wth DW and TYS.. End up both of them drove here.. Haha.. Den we headed for MacRitchie Reservoir for the SIM-Malrose Charity Walk.. Not many ODACians turned up.. But not a bad day lah.. it was relaxing walk which we chatted all the way.. walk all the way except when we saw 2 girls joggin past us, we were tempted indeed to start joggin.. LOL...

After the Walk, we went to Bishan for lunch.. Now wth ZhengYang's car as well.. So total 3 cars on the road.. Cool leh.. Haha.. Went Cafe Cartel for lunch.. Went for the St Louis BBQ Sauce Ribs.. Eat until full.. haha.. And the 8 of us did finish the whole basket of bread.. LOL..

After that took DW's car home.. All full and slpy.. But late afternoon went for soccer.. play until shag.. haha..

Ok so this weekend's not bad indeed.. Very eventful.. Really can't wait till i get my licence.. Den i can try and borrow a car and drive out also.. It has always been our dream..To all drive our own car out together.. The rest had all set high aims on the cars they wan.. I also wanna drive a gd car lah, but to be realistic, my first aim of a motor vehicle is a scooter.. Den can drive to Uni... and to work..

But in order to hav any hope of passin my driving at all, i muz muz try to slow down.. I realise i'm quite a speedy car driver.. And i still wanna go faster.. Shit.. Got speed limit ar KL.. Better wake up ur idea.. Its juz that i dun feel that its fast.. Tts all..

On a sadder note.. Dec 5 is juz coming closer and closer..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

"加足了马力 飙到底 看仔细
零到一百公里 谁敢与我为敌 "

Joke...

Was juz seatin in the living room bout 2 days ago.. Talking to my sis..
Decided to test her a little on her general knowledge...

Me: where is USA's "shou du" (in chinese) ?

Sis: wad is "shou du"?

Not knowin how to explain it to her, i juz said

Me: 'shou du' is capital lah..

Amazingly...

Sis: Orh.. i noe wad is capital...

Still abit surprised wth the ans...

Me: So USA's capital is???

Sis: (as a matter-of-factly) 'A' lor... A for America..

*Fainted
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Somehow, i tink she has the potential 'lameness' in her.. Perhaps if she go find a partner-in-crime, she can form a great team.. lol.. Juz like how Evelyn says how me and JK are easily the ultimate 'cold' .. lol.. I'll take that as a compliment for both of us... Thank you..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

" I drive myself crazy thinking bout u... "

Second driving lesson...

Juz got back from my sceond driving lesson.. ok lah.. But i had a feelin i did better in the first lesson.. The last time the car 'died' was because i release the clutch too early.. But todae its because i din depress the clutch when its gg to stop.. damn.. I'm stupid.. Anyway, i made a conscious effort to glance at the mirrors more often todae..

Other than the fact the car 'died' only once i believe (compared to 3 times or was it 2 last session), the only other improvement, was the fact that i broke my top speed record.. lol.. It was like 85km/h i tell u.. on a normal road.. haha... I juz wanna go faster..

End of year coming.. Everyone happy.. Exams ending.. Holidays coming.. Clearin leave.. But for me, it only means my course gg to start.. Sigh.. Coincidentally, i tink i'm gg to pass out on KKK's bdae.. And he's gg to pass out on my NS 1 Year Anniversary..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

readin harry porter.. and wastin my leave away doing nothing (As expected)...

Ah* chooooooo..

Argh.. Keep sneezing..

With a heavy heart, i was packing my duffel bag to prepare for the coming course.. 5th Dec.. Sigh.. I noe i only stand to gain from gg for course.. But the fact is i've stayed out for like almost 4 months or even more.. Askin me to stay in again.. And become a trainee.. Oh man.. I dunno... Well, at least driving's been OK so far..

Haven got the chance to listen to songs much recently, so no songs to recommend.. If ur have any nice songs muz tell me hor... Radio on but i'm either busy reading, playin or day-dreaming.. Ha..

Juz for thought.. How long has it been since u last drop a tear? Its been like 7 years since i last cried.. Its suppose to be better if u let tears flow more freely rite?? To let the emotions out.. Isn't it?? Dunno why this tot came into my mind...

aLaN ~ sAn dI

" 到不了的都叫做远方回不去的名字叫家乡 "

First driving lesson...

Juz came back from my first driving lesson.. It was not bad lah.. But somehow i had the feelin i din really use much of the rear view mirror and the side mirrors.. Seems that the view in the front screen was more than enuf to occupy me and allow me to drive.. Not a very gd thing rite? i mean i tot the rear view and side view mirrors shd be used very often? haha.. But the instructor said i was rather ok for a first timer... the car 'died' less than 3 times lah... But i did drove home frm Ubi.. haha

Tmrl gotta go back to camp.. Wed and Thurs on leave again.. Nxt driving lesson is thurs
afternoon 1500hrs...

This morning finished readin Harry Porter and the Goblet of fire.. Not bad.. But i really tot Harry was gg to get Cho as his date lor.. Or at least Hermione.. But all the same, i still tink Harry's a lucky guy.. A very very lucky guy.. Envious? Of a fictional character?? Nah...
Anyway they're showing Part 2 of Harry Porter and the Chamber of Secrets later tonight.. Shd be watching...

As the day gets nearer, i can't help feelin a little uneasy..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

where is my 理想情人??

And yes.. it was a slp-thru-the-day sunday for me.. Haha..Spent the whole afternoon slping.. wanted to read Harry Porter and the Goblet of fire de.. But i decide to slp instead...

Now the sky out there is real dark.. And yes.. it juz started raining.. Wanted to ask ppl out for dinner.. Den decided against it.. They're showing Harry Porter later at 1945hrs.. And i'm thinking of watchin it.. So i guess i got to settle for noodles for dinner..

Tmrl on leave.. First lesson of driving gg to start tmrl.. Wonder how i'd fare...

For the past 2 nights, have been reading Harry Porter till quite late.. But without fail, I'll hear 杨丞琳's 理想情人 on the radio juz before i decide to stop readin and go to slp.. Really like the song alot.. And the lyrics is so nice.. Haha..

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心砰砰地跳
和你的第一次约会来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份

好想知道你的100分
会给怎样的人
亲爱的你不要再陌生
增加我戏份 我想问
亲爱的你把感情升等
朋友变成情人
可不可以
告诉我标准 不要让我一直等

听着那时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦 渐渐
走到我前头

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Clearing leave...

Will be clearing leave soon liao.. Tmrl, nxt Mon,Wed and Thurs all on leave.. Cos Dec 5 my course start liao.. Sigh.. Means no more stay out.. Feelin abit sad... Sigh...

Well, contacted a instructor liao.. Practical driving gg to start nxt week.. Tmrl FTT... Stress...

Feel abit as though my leaves are wasted.. Cos i probably got nothing to do on all those days.. So anyone free on any of those days ask me out.. Tryin to make those days more 'used'..

Driving starting, course to prepare for.. expenses gg to go up.. Stayin in liao.. FTT how? Prac driving can make it?? Argh... SO many things to juggle.. I need a break.. Why all the things so 'zun' come at same time...
Driving me nuts man...

But i will survive right?

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Duty.. Sian..

Well.. Tmrl i hav guard duty (as guard 3IC).. Meaning i wun be home.. Sigh.. Seems that i stay out too long liao.. Now stay one nite i also dun feel gd.. Lidat nxt month go course how siah?? Walk one step see one step lor..

Once in a while, instead of running wth another fren, run alone also not bad.. Realise that when i put the music in my ears, and either concentrate on running or to the music, it helps... Thats the time when all my troubles seem to disappear..

I like to travel.. As in everyday, when i go to camp or go home, i juz put my earphones on.. and i juz day dream.. haha.. Will rather no one bother me.. I'll prefer to be left alone on a bus/MRT ride unless its a close fren, which i sadly have none in my camp..

My Mdm really very nice person siah.. Find out my FTT this fri, she lend me all her notes and book from her lessons few months back.. Abit stress bout the test...

Nvrm, tmrl duty means not gg to have much time to slp, so i was thinking, might as well use the little time to study for my FTT, or read the Harry Porter books i borrowed from Evelyn.. Lucky she lend me 2.. If not sure not enuf.. Haha.. JK Rowling sure was a popular name among my class back in JC.. Haha.. Juz realise there its 'Rowling', not ' Rowlings'.. So how did JKRS came about.. haha..

"Every little thing I do, never seems enough for you...."

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Wallet feelin a lil empty...

Wah.. this mornin's soccer session was hot weather again.. The team was about the same as ystdae.. Juz that JK replaced WK.. and we din hav KKK.. But the session was quite enjoyable lah.. Din win much.. But we did ok... Considering the fatigue in us..

After lunch, we all went home first... Poor JK gotta book in @ 1700.. So he couldn't join us for afternoon plans.. And so me, Alvin (Gan) and TYS went to City Hall.. We went there walk here walk there.. Den went to Suntec.. Den as usual, we walked round the fountain to see where we wanna eat.. After bout 1.5 rounds, we decided to walk into this place call " Surf And Turf" ..

Both of them had steaks (which seems like medium raw rather than medium rare to me) and crayfish.. While i went for Grilled Chicken and Crayfish... A filling meal indeed.. In fact, we din really finish our meals...

After that we go walk walk arnd.. Mostly went into the sports shops.. But we din buy anything..

"Many a time, ppl only see the mistakes others make.. But fail to recognise their own mistakes.. They put blame on others, not realising their own 'contribution' to the failure" - thought i had

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Tired..

Tired from todae's soccer session.. Tmrl gg to play again.. abit siao.. haha

But todae we did enjoy ourselves.. not really because we keep winning.. its juz that the atmosphere was different.. everyone happy and juz doing their best.. jokes here and there..

Been awhile since i last blogged.. Lets welcome back KKK and DM from Wallaby..

To DM: Congrats on ur Sword of Merit.. u did us proud.. though u forgot bout my baby kangeroo.. sad...

To KKK: take care of urself lah..come back so fast fall sick le.. i dunno why u so anxious bout the glass bottle, so much so that sick already still wanna go and find and dun wanna go home or eat wth us.. i hope whoever its for, the person appreciates it... anyway thanx for the present..

Oh.. and i finally got the Jay's new album.. Haha..

Meanwhile, take care everyone.. Class gathering shd not be far away now that DM's back..
ODAC gathering seems set to be the SIM Charity Walk.. which i forgot the date.. haha

So i guess we're be meetin soon....

aLaN ~ sAn dI

"我站在教室门口的小角落偷偷看着你可爱的笑容"

Thank you guys..

Spent the whole afternoon playin Maple Story.. Ok.. I'm a noob.. But still surviving ok...
Evening came and I had to settle dinner myself.. Juz when i tot i'm gg to eat by myself out there, Alvin (Lim) and Caleb came online..

Ha.. So of course i jio them go eat dinner wth me.. Luckily, they both agreed.. And so, my dinner wasn't alone..

After a 'filled wth jokes and laughter' dinner, we went for a short pool session.. Really very 'funny', how no matter how hard alvin tries, he juz can't win... Haha.. Luck wasn't on his side.. But if u go ask tys or wk ar, they'll tell u, play pool wth me ar, only i'll have gd luck.. haha...

Anyway thanx to these 2 guys who made my otherwise boring day more happening..

Oh, bought yet another new book to read.. "Blink".. seems interesting... Still tryin to look for Jay's new album.. Seems like its really selling like hotcakes...

Tmrl looks set to be another 'uneventful' day as i juz decline to join TYS,WK and JK at omni-theatre... Travel all the way there, and pay $10+ to watch something i'm not interested in.. Nah.. Ur enjoy bah...

This month really seems like i spent alot of money already.. But i juz can't tink where all the money go to... The bills haven even come in yet... The only route i can tink of that the missing money had taken, is into my stomach... Lol...

aLaN ~ sAn dI

"我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲 "

BTT pass le.. FTT on 18/11

Well.. Pass my BTT le.. Quite stress.. I finish the test very fast.. Den after that decide to go thru the test again.. Cos no one walk out yet.. Den juz as i about to press end test, the guy beside me the screen showed in big letters: FAIL.. Wah.. This cause me to hesitate for a few seconds den press end test..
Anyway, i was in time to book for FTT... The counter close at 2030hrs.. My test at 2000hrs.. Lucky me...

Started playing this online game called Maple Story.. I noe abit slow.. Haha.. Thanx to Evelyn and her Bro, i finally got it working.. Haha..

As i eat my supper, i can almost feel myself becoming fatter... Slowly, i'm becoming big,fat and ugly.. Not that i was small, thin and handsome in the first place.. Its not a transformation from gd to bad.. Its from bad to worse... Argh.........

"你心里理想情人是几分 是否也会有我的份
好想知道你的100分 会给怎样的人"

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Wad a hot day..

Morning made an exception and went for soccer with the rest.. it wasn't exactly a bad session.. not real bad.. u noe wad i mean...

Den at first wanted to go out in the afternoon.. So met online to discuss.. Took quite awhile fro everyone to come online and discuss.. But due to many conflicting preferances and ideas.. There was no conclusion.. And the 'high and mighty one' juz say.. since cannot decide den all stay home.. -_-.. To tink i tot we were on the verge of confirming gg to TYS hse liao.. Ha.. Looks like its maggi for dinner.. not that i minded stayin home..

I mean c'mon lah.. WK only juz came into discussion lor.. and we were juz tellin him our plans.. and discussing it wth him.. And both me and TYS already not much money left for the month liao lor.. still wanna play pool.. TYS already say he left wth $10+ liao lor.. Go his hse of course will be better for him rite..Some ppl juz can't think for others at all..

Thats juz me complaining.. Like WK says, i'm always complaining.. Ha.. dun be bothered..

Since they're all stayin home, dinner looks set to be Maggi KL style..

Anyway, i'm takin up some passive income opportunity liao.. Tryin to earn money..

Tmrl is my BTT day.. feelin a little stress...

"为了抢快乐　搞得不快乐 为什么人总那么傻呢 "

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Wad a downpour...

As i'm typin now, outside is raining like crazy.. Lightning flashes are lighting up the whole night scene.. and the thunder is louder than many many gunshots combined.. To think i was out there juz now.. its like flooding all over the place...

Met up wth Layee to get the Basic Theory Book and the 'TYS' from her.. Den eat dinner there also.. Den end up rain like siao.. Sway... anyway, thanx for the books.. i'll return once my test over k?? as if u'll need them again.. haha

With the books plus my own book in the bag, i decided against using my bag as a 'cover' .. So end up got home kinda drenched.. now shower le.. feel so comfortable.. haha

Oh.. Wk pass his BTT le.. Haha.. ok.. gd for you.. Final TT nxt huh..

Fri tmrl le.. Weekend coming.. Den nxt wk is one day wk.. haha..
Anyone wanna go out or anything jio me ya.. lol

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Overseas Scholarship??

Hmm.. Muz be JK's fault.. Got me all interested in this overseas scholarship thingy.. I actually applied for the account.. They gg to mail me the account details... Seriously, i noe i stand like 0% chance.. But then again, i have nothing to lose rite?? So why not... I mean if i do get it.. *Dream Dream*...

Juz got news tt i got guard duty on the 23rd NOV.. sian.. Guard 3IC again.. Lucky its a weekday..

Angeline jioing all ODACians to go for SIM charity walk on 27 Nov.. Says she wanna make it an informal ODAC gathering.. Well, if any ODACians do get to read this, juz approach her for details if u're interested ya..

Nxt wk got 2 days public holiday siah.. i'm tinking of taking wed and fri leave.. Den can have a long break.. Haha..
Anyway, nxt mon Basic Theory le.. Haven even get the book yet... Guess the last min preparation is still in me.. Haha.. Nvr fail to leave all the studying to the very very last min...

Part of a special song to me:

And as I look at my feet
These thoughts keep going in me...

I’ve been searching for life
Wondering who it could be
I really wish she'd just come for me
Oh... who could it be...

aLan ~ sAn dI

Weekend's coming to an end... Quite a weekend..

JK came back and told us about his experience in Brunei.. Not exactly the best place to go for a holiday huh...
Chatted wth him till quite late on Fri.. In fact we chatted till mornin of Sat.. Seems like he's interested in gg overseas for further education.. I'll quote Mr Bernard Tan in my respond to him " Why not?? " Juz give it a shot.. If u can, den isn't it gd? At the most if u can't make it, u juz stick wth NUS.. Nothing to lose.. All the best to you...
Told him bout some of my prob.. It always gd to be able to talk to someone bout probs.. i hope..

Bball this morning was nice.. except for the fact that caleb din turn up... Again have to quote TYS "Sometimes being hardworking is not enuf.. Luck plays an impt role" .. I played so hard, but still lost 21-20..

Anyway to Alvin (Lim), gd luck.. yah.. u noe wad i mean.. And sorry to both alvin (lim) and yvonne if wad i said caused any misunderstandings...

Oh.. My basic theory test is nxt Mon.. Haha.. Hopefully can pass lah.. Juz agreed to lend my luck to Layee first.. For her final theory.. Den get it back for my own tests.. Not sure if luck is really transferable.. haha.. all the best..
WK also taking basic theory this week.. Need luck can 'loan' from me lor.. haha..

Oh.. Heard from Jianming that my Er Ge got Silver Bayonet in ASLC.. Woow.. Congrats!!!!
See my Er Ge Zhai rite... Haha... Muz treat me and Da Ge leh... joking...

the songs:
牡丹江 南拳妈妈
做自己 同恩
愛我別走 張震獄

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Another happy birthday!!!

Ha.. this time is my own bdae.. lol..
Thanx to all the ppl who remebered my bdae.. Gary and Angeline were probably the earliest when their sms came in at bout 0010hrs.. Alvin and Layee send their wishes early in the morning.. Den it was WK and KKK (from Australia) in the afternoon.. Thanx to all..

The girls (2S04) actually even got me a present.. Haha.. Thanx girls.. It really came as a surprise.. Well, the present is real cute.. I like it.. haha.. Thanx.. Though a soft toy for a 19yr old guy seems abit weird.. but well, haha, i do tink its cute...

Thanx to Evelyn who came to pass me the present even though u got all ur tests and exams coming.. Really appreciate it...

Feelin very tired recently.. So many nice songs..

Oh, Jay's new album releasing on Nov 1.. The single already playin on the radio.. If u haven heard it, u shd go check it out.. not bad..

aLaN ~ sAn dI
1yr older.. not much achieved in this year...

happy bdae yet again..

First of all, happy bdae to one of my best fren for 9yrs and running, alvin.. 19 yrs old already huh..

Well, on off todae, so went out whole day. Morning went to meet KKK at HouMall played arcade. Den we met up wth WK and the 2 Alvins for more arcade and the movie " Goal!" Nice show..
After tt went Alvin's place play game.

I kinda hate myself, hate my life. Is it because of army? I dunno. Why is life so unfair? Why am I born poor, born stupid, born ugly, born with no talents? Does that means in my past life i did many wrong things? Or does it mean I'm suffering this lifetime so i can have a good next life? Sigh... Feel like I'm leading a life controlled by everyone and everything but myself. When can i ever choose my own path?

Juz me complaining again. Ignore me.

aLaN ~ sAn dI