The melancholy of Sundays...

Book in le... So I'll be back next week... :)

FaBBy_Naibaf

Did a good deed...

Todae i did a good deed.. During training todae, a little bird somehow fell and landed on the floor.. Abit stunned and injured, it din fly.. or rather it can't.. i picked it up and it rested in my hands for like half an hour, den it was well enuf to perched itself on my finger.. Den soon it flew off le.. So happy for it....

Had a farewell 'party' for my OC todae.. Ate alot of pizzas and drank quite abit of beer and wine..

Den headed to Parkway to join the rest for pool.. was rather tired by the time i got there.. A long journey indeed..

Played a few games den shared a cab home...

Tmrl i'm on duty.. I actually exchanged for it myself.. Dun ask me why i do it...

Everyday, someone will piss u off.. But then, everyday, someone will make ur day as well... this is a balance in life... Juz my thoughts... no right or wrong...

Alan...

"Wadeva ok.... "

It's been awhile...

Hmm.. Been quite some time since i last blogged..

So wad have i been up to??

Well, i've been spending alot of money.. and i've been gettin into alot of trouble..

Ystdae a few of the class guys (including me lah) went to Suntec for dinner.. Had our dinner at Sizzler's.. Nice food and filling indeed.. But the price was still a little steep.. Not the first time i ate there.. Once in a while guess its ok.. Haha..
To tink last Sat juz ate at Pasta Mania and bought myself a set of earphones.. And this time the earphones i bought is apparently a gd one.. Haha.. Smthing wth a gd brand.. Lolz..

Juz came back from a jog wth WK.. I'm so fat nowadays.. Really shd be running more..

And so wad kind of trouble have i got myself into?? Well, its a long story.. But i got my punishments... Signed 2 extras if u noe wad they are.. Had to write statements somemore lor... Nvr write before.. Not gonna dwell on it..

Hmmm, reading blogs arnd, i realise smthing.. Ppl often like to use the initials of a person in their blogs and sms.. For example, they'll use 'kl' for me.. Or like 'WK' for Wee Keat.. For sms its still fine, cos the person u're msging probably noe this person as well.. But for blogs dun u tink its different?? I mean there may be people who read ur blog, but not noe who ur 'KY' or 'JH' all this are.. right??
Juz a point of view...

Perhaps i shd go on a jian fei programme..

Nah.. I love food too much to do that.. And i love supper.. Haha..

Oh yeah.. Many ppl getting sick nowadays.. Down wth wad they call.. The World Cup Fever.. Take care...
And guess wad, i can watch the world cup on my com as well.. Haha.. And i can watch lots of shows too.. Muahahaha..

Alan..

' In the day we are soldiers.. At night we are brothers... "

Back.. Tired..

Back from my 4D3N Exercise le..

Felt like ages before it ended.. Wanted to clear a whole day of off tmrl.. However, due to some stores, i'll have to go back to camp in the morning tmrl.. Sigh.. Nvrm.. I'll juz settle for the half day off..

But sadly, that does not mean long weekend for me.. Because, i'm on duty on Sat.. Wad luck.. Well, i'll juz get it all over and done... Sigh..

Our gd fren KKK is gg overseas again.. Haha.. Brunei this time i tink? Anyway all the best to u.. Not that i tink u'll suffer gg there as an officer.. Haha..

Alright.. i'm gg to relax the rest of todae.. And get ready to go back to camp tmrl morning again..

Anyway, to DM, SCI stands for Sch of Communication and Information...

Alan..

A rather short weekend.. and off i go for Exercise...

This weekend seems real short.. The only thing i seem to be able to remember from the whole weekend was the soccer session on Sat night lor.. And i dun recall myself doing anything else this weekend..

Tmrl's the start of the 4D3N exercise le.. Meaning i'll be away from home and away from my com for 4 days... Sian..

Do your believe that a guy and a girl can be purely juz gd frens?
Juz smthing triggered in my mind after watching shows wth Jolin and Xiao Zhu.. Hmm..
Only frens?

Well, i do believe that is possible.. But, it has yet to happen to me.. haha

Alright.. probably shd go to slp now..Tmrl still gotta wake up real early..

Cya guys in a few days time... I'll be back...

Alan..

My future is in a blur...

Not a gd weekend.. Finally received the letter from NTU SCI...
Was so anxious about it i opened it w/o even taking off my boots when i got home...

Sadly, but expectedly, i was rejected.. It was expected.. But still.. i feel the disappontment.. The sadness that engulfed me after reading the letter was not easy to take..
Took a cool shower to cool myself down..
All i could tell myself was.. 'u shd have known...'
I was juz being naive.. Being hopeful.. Being dumb...

Managed to gather most of the ppl at my place to discuss and check out the internet for our transport and accomodation for the Euro trip we are planning...
More or less the main route is out already.. Left all the mimor details..
After that we also went to the library after dinner to check out some travel guides..
Each got a book to read up.. On all the different places we're planning to go...

I took Paris.. Anyway it was me who suggested Paris to begin with.. So might as well be me.. And i wun mind learning a little of French juz in case we need it over there.. Haha..

Life hasn't been gg well for me.. There juz seems to be too many cock ups.. Too many failures.. Too many disappointments...
Now that i can't get into SCI.. I really dunno wad i gg to do.. Uni study wad?? I really dunnno.. Argh... Wad i wanna work as?? I have no idea too... My future is in a blur..

Its like driving in a car with no idea where u shd be heading.. As if that wasn't bad enuf, it has to start pouring and visibility drops further...

Ok.. i've typed alot.. Nothing to do.. Glad to see Er Ge's post.. Proving his existance in this cyberworld...
Oh yah DM, when u gg SimLim lemme noe.. Might wanna go down as well..

Alan.. Rejected.. Dejected..

Time flies doesn't it?

Can't even remember off hand when was the last post i made here... but make no mistake... i do come here to read up...

LolZ! San Di, your CPU is finally working again? Wonder what went wrong...

I figured that since i ended my blog a long time back, i'd have to post here to show my existence. Yes... for all who don't know... you can finally remove my name off your links... :p

So keep smiling and have a great year ahead!

FaBBy_Naibaf
162 Days To O.R.D.!

The Da Vinci Code...

Juz got back from the movie.. The Da Vinci Code..
Hmm.. Not bad.. I mean, considering i at first thought i'd be disappointed cos i already read the book and i was thinking the movie's not gg to be able to bring out the story well.. But, its not so bad..

Because JK went Sentosa, we had to watch the late show.. At first wanted the 2350 show, but upon realising JK can make it earlier, we went for the 2130 show..
Me, Alvin and TYS met up earlier to get the tix.. Insanely, we met at bout 1230 at Suntec..
So we spent the whole afternoon there..

Playing LAN at Marina, den went to the arcade, where we spend money crazily on a few particular machines.. Of cos, me and TYS went for World Combat, hmm, the machine there not bad, at least its working properly, but we did complete the game.. With one token, though TYS died juz before the final boss did..

Den there was the 'Stacker', which i tink the 3 of us put in at least $3 each, haha.. Trying for the PSP.. And there was the bball shooting machine.. which i surprisingly came out bottoms, lolz..

And then, there was the round machine like a sphere which u can grab sweets.. There was this jackpot, which had lots of key chains and sweets, and it was near the edge.. So the 3 of us went on and try and try.. Alvin got the closest when he managed to push that thing near, but not over the edge.. Wasted..

So, wad a day it has been..

We were also talking, bout this trip which we wanna go on.. A trip to Europe.. Juz the few of us.. Hmm.. Details are still not out.. Hopefully, this will really happen.. It'll be an experience..

My com's acting strangely, and i dunnno wads wrong wth it.. Sigh..

Alan...

Long weekend over...

Well, all good things muz come to an end..

Had a great weekend..

Let's see, on thurs i took half day, actually wasted it slping the afternoon away.. lolz.. Den it was DOTA in the evening till late..

Fri played soccer.. Den it was DOTA again..

Sat played bball.. Den in the evening went alvin's place watch FA Cup Final.. Wad a match man!!

This morning went KBox wth the usual ppl and some of the gers from s4..

Ended the day meeting alvin and jk for badminton at the sports hall.. can't play for nuts.. Me and jk were like clowns as we 'entertain' the crowd wth our 'great' skills... Lost to alvin's cousins..
Then went for supper.. Alvin's treat cos i din wanna take the commission from the tutoring from him.. I mean, i know this guy for like wad, 9+ years le lah..

Realise my weekend's got quite a few DOTA sessions.. But sports was still in the timetable.. Soccer, bball, and even badminton.. Haha.. Guess its impt to exercise.. anyway, we enjoy it.. Haha..

Haven heard from my 2 brudders for a long long time.. Esp Da Ge, haven seen him for ages.. Wonder how they're both doing.. Hope ur r fine and things have been running smoothly for ur !!

Alan..

"我很欠骂我是傻瓜我好辛苦失去方向 .. 我在怀疑我在忍耐我在等待我在干吗.."
- Part of a song i really like cos of the lyrics..

It's been a while...

Been some time since i blogged.. Haha.. Let's see, the last time i was here i was talking bout getting my new CPU..

Much things have happened from then till now.. Both sad and happy..

Maybe its because i've nvr worked in an office environment before.. But office politics really sux.. The backstabbing and all really are 'fatal'.. It's even worse in wad i've seen in JC ( if ur noe wad i'm talking bout).. Its really hard to 'survive' in the office.. Especially mine.. It seems that mine is the 'cream of the crop'.. Argh...

Had been playin alot of DOTA Lan recently.. Guess its one of those things a whole grp of ppl can go and do and not really spend that much money..

Juz got back from another session..

Well, its the long weekend..

Enjoy it ppl !!.. I'm gg to try and enjoy mine before coming week where i have back to back training to conduct..

Alan..

HELLOOO...

Yes.. I'm back to the cyber world.. After weeks of having to clear my mail using the coms in my office, i can finally now sit in the comfort of my home and use the com and go online.. Haha..

Muz thank a few ppl for making this possible..

Firstly to DH and my Er Ge.. Thanks to the 2 of them for gg all the way to Simlim with me to help me get my new CPU.. With their knowledge and experience, they helped me decide on the specs of my new CPU and everything.. Took almost the whole afternoon but neither of them complained at all.. Thanks guys!!

But it wasn't a smooth ride after that.. Encountered some problems setting up my internet and all.. But thanx to DH (again), TYS and Alvin (Gan) for all the effort they made in tryin to get everything in place..

Well, its a new CPU.. Meaning i lost all my data... All my songs... Argh.. So many of them.. Many probably i'll nvr be able to get them back.. Sigh..

So ppl, kindly do send me songs.. Yah.. Help me get my song database back in shape..

Alan...

The day has come...

Well, it's here.. Tmrl will be my TP driving test le.. It'll be in the morning bout 10plus.. Wish me luck??

Kind of 'clinched my 2nd deal' this month.. Guess i've more or less got back the money i spent in the first place taking up this 'job'.. This week both my 'matches' will start work.. One on thurs and one on sat...

Quite alot of unhappy things happening in the office.. Not gg to talk bout them.. Dun wanna get into trouble..

Still got the written test and interview on saturday to 'look forward to' this sat.. Hmm .. Wad a week...

Oh Er Ge, u cannot make it for the BBQ?? Cannot change date for wadeva is preventing u from coming ar?? Hoping to see u there on 6th May.. Though i myself cannot be 100% sure i can make it... Ha..

Met WX on the bus todae in the morning... Haha.. He gg Khatib Camp.. For a 3 weeks course.. So might be meeting him more often.. Walking into camp saw Gary driving Angeline into camp.. Haha.. Probably she'll drive the car out after Gary alight lor..

Wish me all the best...

Alan.. Hopeful..

Yo~

Been a long time people...

Just wanna say that it's getting closer to O.R.D.

WooHooo~

Btw, i may not be able to go for the BBQ... not confirmed...

FaBBy_Naibaf

Raindrops keep fallin on my head...

Juz got back from a short bball session wth JK..

After lunch at HP, it started to drizzle.. But i still walked home.. I like the feeling of the raindrops fallin on me.. Not a heavy rain but a drizzle is nice.. I always like the rain.. Provided I'm not gg out for anything.. A walk in the drizzle can freshen me up.. Add in the slow love song.. Can really enjoy the song.. Haha.. But now the drizzle has turned into a heavy storm.. So... Haha..

Kind of regretted playin pool last nite.. Felt like i wasted the money...

Managed to 'trade' the badges ystdae le.. Haha.. So kind of get my sis to stop bothering me bout the badges.. Haha..
So u ppl got any of those 7-11 Disney Badges u dun wan or wanna trade muz look for me ar.. Haha..

Later got driving.. first time gg to circuit.. Meaning more money to be paid.. Sian.. Driving is really ex lor.. Sigh..

Alan..

我是一个没有勇气的人 带着小小年纪的天真

Juz remember the last laugh is on you...

NTU: SCI

Received a letter from NTU School of Communication and Information todae.. Was so excited to see the letter on my table when i got back from work todae.. Opened it thinking i'd be able to know the results already.. But instead it's an invitation for the Written Test and the Interview.. So looks like i gotta go down to NTU on 22nd April.. A saturday...

Went HouMall wth KKK juz now.. Original plan was to meet up wth JK @ Tampines for movie.. But JK was held back.. So movie was cancelled.. Me and KKK juz slack arnd HouMall for awhile.. Had out dinner and supper there..

Bon Voyage to KKK.. He's flying to Taiwan real soon..

Rather eventful April.. Started the month graduating from the Instructor Course.. Took my first lesson and gave my first lecture.. Managed to matched my first student to tutor.. Tmrl's my Wing's BBQ.. Nxt Tue is my TP test.. Den nxt Sat gotta go NTU le.. Hopefully luck will be on my side for all the events coming up...

Oh Layee, i wan the minnie mouse!!! So the trade is on rite? Piglet for the Minnie..
My sis is driving me nuts asking me everyday when i'm gg to get the Minnie...

Alright... gg to slp soon.. Tmrl's the last day of the week for me.. Haha..

都是你.. 光良..

Alan.. wad bout KLim..

Was it a stupid mistake??

Went DW's place for BBQ/Steamboat last nite.. JK and TYS were there as well.. Me and JK den stayed over at DW's place.. We wanted to watch movies.. But din even complete watchin a single show..

Went for soccer this morning.. Probably cos everyone din hav sufficient slp, and the weather was damn hot, it was not exactly an enjoyable session..

Came home after dinner.. Wasted the whole day away.. Doing nothin in particular..

Was it a stupid mistake?? It doesn't matter now does it.. I juz got to live wth it.. And the first thing i gotta do is cut down my expenses.. Not by a little, but as much as i can...

Haven felt so lost and 'weak' in life for a long time...

Alan.. Feelin troubled..

Small Class Gathering..

After work todae, met up wth a few ppl from 2So4 for dinner..
DM,RS, Caleb and WX were there.. We met at Kovan before heading to ChongPan Nasi Lemak.. WX came later.. Chatted quite abit.. But i failed to get anyone to get me students.. Sigh..

After dinner, we went to this cafe near Kovan, called Groovy Coconut i tink.. Not sure.. There can play boardgames as well.. But somehow, the only game WX brought out was the Connect4.. Haha.. Caleb treated us to the drinks.. Only Caleb got an alcoholic drink.. Rest of us, got fruit j smoothies,etc..

Chatted for quite some, watched Crime Watch and the 2100 Channel 8 show.. After taking pic, it was home sweet home...

Tmrl bball.. Gg to slp le.. Gotta wake up early tmrl..

Driving tml as well from 1730-1900..

Alan

PS I need students wanting tuition !!!

Tutors anyone??

Hey ppl, any of u know of anyone who needs a tutor? Could be ur fren, relatives, siblings, frens' fren.. etc..

Any level from kindergarden to JC also can..

Kindly refer them to me if there is any.. Thanx..

Alan

Back to IPC..

First time in my NS life i had to do work at home.. But managed to finish the work by Sat.. Haha..

Ystdae morning played bball.. DW drove here to pick me up after pickin JK up.. An ok session..
Went out for dinner wth almost the whole of Senghou+affiliations (except for KKK) and then played arcade.. Haha.. Went to Alf's place to watch EPL after that..

Todae morning it was soccer.. WK got really pissed off todae after being left out for a match and when only his order for drinks was not taken.. He almost juz walked off.. Why take it to heart when u noe JK was juz jokin wth u? ..

Went home to slack till driving at 1800.. JK was jio-ing me to watch Art of Seduction.. Haha.. ok lah..watched abit.. rather funny..

Todae did parallel parking.. Not that bad lah.. Still manageable..
After that went to meet JK for dinner.. Discussed bout University and work.. My future seems so uncertain.. So unpredictable..

Gg back to IPC tmrl.. Thank goodness its stay out..

"Your name is written all over my diary.."

Alan

Enlightened??

Had been on Instructor Preparatory Course (IPC) since Mon and it'll only end on 5th April..

A minute of anger will cost u 60 seconds of happiness.. Is it worth it?
Life is not very long.. Its too short for anyone to be angry or upset.. Why not lead a happy life?

Many ppl, like myself, serving National Service are not happy.. But to think bout it, no matter u like it or not, the 2 years still muz be served.. So why not make urself happy? Why waste ur life being upset bout it, esp when there is nothing we can do bout it.. I'd say i'm lucky to be a medic specialist.. I mean it is a fact that NS had gave me the chance to become a Paramedic Lvl 2.. For free.. And now i'm on a course which teaches me how to teach, how to supervise, how to instruct.. Juz maybe, these skills i learnt will be useful to me nxt time?

There is always a bright side of things in all situations.. Why not appreciate the bright side more??

Ultimately, the most important thing in life is to be happy.. (at least for me).. And when u're happy, u can go on and try and make lifes happy for others.. That way, life will be much more meaningful..

好想知道你的100分 会给怎样的人...

林杰倫