Raining ~ The sky is falling..

Its raining out there now.. Again.. I dun even tink the rain stopped since last nite..

And so the weekend is coming to an end.. It was a essential break to me this weekend.. Last week had been a long week (Even though it started on tue).. It was the first time we did I/V (Intravenous Infusion) with a 16g cannula.. Everyone was feelin a little stress bout it.. For me and my buddy, we both managed to make it 'one shot one kill'.. So we only shot once... But due to the overwhelming miss rate, I had to allowed my arm to be shot 3 more times in the week.. And there was blood screening to be done, so we also learn how to draw blood.. and ended up drawing blood from each other instead.. Haha.. Many lessons, practical and theory.. Many tests coming up also.. Everyone feelin stressed.. I'm tryin hard to take it easy.. Its juz that i know, that if i fail to learn the skills properly, nxt time i'd be handling a person's life... Also had our AED course le.. Meaning we're all certified AED (automatic external defibrillator) users.. Cool.. I clear u clear everyone clear.. Giving shock...

Played soccer on Fri nite.. Abit pissed wth KKK i muz admit, for refusing to play for fear of dirtying his shoes.. WTH?? Anyway, the remaining 4 of us went on to play and had quite a nice time.. But all the while i had this feeling JK's not playing whole-heartedly..

Driving lesson on Sat.. First time in a month plus.. Started horribly with the car 'dying' so many times... Learn Direction Change.. The instructor praised me for my handling of the steering wheel and my control of the reverse..

Supposed to be playin soccer.. But the 'sky is fallin'.. Wasted..

Was juz reading thru some blogs (my com sputtered abit of life todae and i was able to open IE).. As this new year starts, ppl have different feelings to it.. JK's like a little depress to me.. Er Ge on the other hand was much more prepared to face the new year.. Probably the ORD date really does matter.. Me, i'm juz totally clueless how my last year in NS will be like.. I've been a 2nd year soldier since like 1 month ago.. But i'm still a trainee and will be one till March 17.. I'm juz gg to take it as it come.. And hopefully, i'll still be standing after each wave..

Bookin in early tonight cos they wan us to study.. WTH.. 1900hrs.. Sigh.. Wth 2 major tests coming up this week, its gg to be one hella big wave coming.. And include 2 I/V sessions and another Medic Obstacle Course to 'look forward to'.. Well, at least our allowance is coming and there's a break thanks to Haji Holiday.. Sigh..

Com's in unstable condition.. Pulse rapid and weak..tachycardia.. Breathing is shallow.. Skin is pale,cool, clammy.. I've already given oxygen ( i do hav an external fan).. Going into shock soon.. Argh....

aLaN ~ sAn dI