Weekend over soon...

The weekend is comin to an end already..

Watched EPL at KKK's place wth WK ystdae.. Long time since i watch any soccer actions.. The Man United game was rather ok only.. Instead the Tottenham Middlesborough game was much more exciting.. Can tell this season Tottenham is gg to be pretty strong this year.. Wth all the new signings and the already there players... A team to watch for sure..

Played soccer this morning.. Had quite an enjoyable session.. Though we won only like half the games.. But we had a few gd games and everyone was enjoying much of the session.. And i managed to score a few.. One of which i'm really proud of.. A solo effort that saw me dribbled past 3 players be4 placing a shot out of reach of the keeper..

Came home.. Slp till bout 1800 den wake up..

I guess tts my weekend..

VS gg co-ed.. Am i for it or against it?? I dunno.. gd and bad..

Alan..

"I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind"

WTF??

Juz got my broadband todae..

But whenever i'm online, though the phone can be used, but there's the static sound in the background.. WTF.. I'm so damn pissed... Den my dad keep nagging and nagging.. Tell him dun touch the modem and stuff till i come back.. But.......

Den fantasy league so f**ked up.. I actually din successfully made the transfer of dickov for bent.. WTF?? and i got so many big fat zeroes... Argh...

I'M GOING CRAZY...

Alan..

i dun wanna face this reality cos i got an ideal...

Life...

Todae mornin played bball as usual.. Den went JK's hse chiong Dynasty Warrior for like wad, 5 hrs? .. Played till 1820.. From 1300 lor..

Den went home.. Eating dinner out so jio JK eat at coffeeshop near our hse.. Chatted alot during dinner.. Seems like his life as ACC reaally sux.. After dinner he stll has some time to spare so chatted at the bus stop for awhile..

JK, like everyone else, seems to look to uni as smthing very much better than our lives now.. I noe it'll be better, but by how much, i really dunno.. Not puttin much hopes on it..

JK is right.. I'm tryin to escape from reality.. I dun deny it.. I'm too afraid to face reality.. Reality to me is so sad.. So many problems but so little ans.. So many difficulties so little solutions.. So many sad moments so little happy ones..

JK says its all NS's fault.. I dun deny NS plays a big role in making our lives sux.. But i dun think it's the only one.. Lets juz hope life can get better soon.. For all of us...

Alan

i wanna cry but there ain't no tears..

Half day off...

Todae, morning reported to camp as per normal.. Den given half day off by my TO (Training Officer).. Cool .. Cos everyone else was on off.. So no point keepin the TSS..

So i went Parkway for pool wth TYS and WK..

Had lunch and dinner there.. Den went home..

Den went Kovan wth Fab and JK.. Went to Mac where we ate a 'little' snack and chatted.. Den suddenly this grp of 4 came up to us and ask if we're from the 16th Batch SRJC ODACians.. It turns out they're from the 18th Batch.. They recognised us from the t-shirt we're wearing (our 16th ODAC t-shirt) .. So they sat down and we chatted bout ODAC... One of them turns out to be their batch's president.. haha.. So we talked bout our ODAC back then and they talked a little bout theirs.. They juz took over not long ago.. Exchanged contact numbers.. They seem to wanna invite us back.. 3 of us do really wanna go back to see wad ODAC is doing now and how much changes there have been.. As usual, we gave them the advise to study hard...

Oh.. and apparantly, they heard about this 16th batch ODACian who did well in 'A' levels.. Haha.. Muz be JK lah.. LOL.. famous liao..

On way home wth JK, the main topic of conversation: Bball VS Soccer..Which one is for us?

This is a topic much debated about in our gang...

This debate very long le.. But there is still no outcome..


Alan
" I'm too shy to ask..
I'm too proud to lose... "

Pay Day!!

And so its pay day again..

Morning went for bball.. Abit slpy.. Din slp much considering i only got home 0345 cos i was playin Dynasty Warrior at JK's place..

Played a few 3v3.. Den brunch at HP as usual..

Went Pool Junction played pool wth TYS and WK.. Den went to meet up wth the main cast of 2S04'04.. JK,FAb and DM.. Went for dinner at Sizzler's.. Yup.. 2nd month in a row i ate there on payday.. Nice place.. Chatted alot alot as usual and ended wth an arcade session which saw DM rise to the rank of BG.. Tts like so woah.. I only got LTC highest lor..

Den DM gotta book in.. The remainin 4 of us juz walked arnd here and there ( dun wanna get caught in the crowd at Citi link) Ended up at Mac chatting over drinks.. Much bout our class (Best CG'04)

Den it was home.. Saw a grp of Malays fighting at a bus stop.. Stress.. Stun...

To DM:
Din u wan a day for our class activity? wad bout our payday?? lol

To Da Ge:
I hope ur fine (ur leg) and hopefully u can come over and help me wth my com soon..

To Er Ge:
Maybe can meet for dinner wth me and TYS since u're stayin out this week.. haha

To TYS:
I'll let u noe if i find any tuition assigment..

To JK:
Regardin ur 'advise' on gettin an 'authenticate one', i guess its up to luck.. Like TYS says: Luck is when preparation meets opportunity.. Without opportunity there is nothing....



Alan

"I'm sick of this life.
I juz wanna scream...."

Guard Duty...

Sian.. Sun guard.. meaning i gotta book in in a few hrs time..

Juz got back from a supper + talk cock session wth Senghou + Affiliations ( - Alvin whos in taiwan).. Long time no sit together chat le.. Everyone busy wth their own life... All different vocation.. All different camp.. All different job scope...

Morning quarrelled wth my Mum.. Went JK's hse not long after tt.. Played Dynasty Warrior 5..
Completed 2 quests.. Den went for dinner at HP..

Met TYS den went for bball... WK joined the grp.. Den DW came real late (2130).. By then we already finishin liao... Den KKK shock us by coming like 2200.. lol... But he came to chat and eat only..

Attn DM:
By the time u read this (i hope u get to read this), i'm probably doing guard duty already...
Regarding the class outing, here are the response so far:

Can go:
Me,JK,TYS and U..

To be confirmed:
JJ and RS

Confirmed not gg:
HX, Yvonne, shuhui and haoyi..

The rest nvr gimme any response..I'll let u noe if there're any changes..

U need any help can sms me.. Actually, can get TYS help...
Firstly, he's on off/leave all the way till wed...
Secondly, he's better wth human relations, so he claims (esp wth girls!!)

Alan

I wanna help.. But how??

Seems tt almost everyone in Senghou is troubled.. I seem to be the least troubled...

I really wish to help.. But i dunno how.. All i can do and had been doing is lend a listening ear.. Senghou needs help... Haven seens KKK for a long time.. Hopefully he's still fine and untroubled.. Not like the remainin 4 of us...

Furthermore, even our 2 affiliations got their own bad patches to walk thru..

There are somethings that will remain in our hearts forever and ever.. To erase is impossible..
To ignore is deceiving oneself..

Alan

"And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again.... "

How can i help???

Juz received a call from one of my best fren ever.. He called from Taiwan.. Seems tt he's devastated.. Shan't explain..

He called trying to look for someone to talk to and perhaps try to lessen his despair.. But i dunno wad to do to help...

I wish i can do smthing.. But i dunno wad to do...

Sometimes i feel like i'm a jynx.. All those close to me seems to meet wth difficulty in their love life.. I wanna help.. But how?? Maybe tts the prob.. I should juz back off...

Alan

BBall !!

Juz got back from a bball session..

6 of us.. JK,DW,TYS,Alvin(Lim),Caleb and me..

Quite an enjoyable session.. Everyone played ok with a few like caleb doing better..

I dunno but i feel like i seem to be dropping in standard.. Though the rest dun think so, i juz have this feelin i'm not as gd (or lousy) as be4.. I'm lousier...

I still sink shots here and there.. But the accuracy has dropped.. 3 pointers made are decreasing.. Guess like wad JK say, i juz need to play more..

Feelin tired.. Ya i'm actually quite shack after this bball session.. Its been a long time since i did any physical activity..

Guess i'm gg to spend the rest of the day resting.. wanted to borrow tian long ba bu frm JK.. End up he already lent it to other fren... Luckily i got my books...

Alan

"Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been...."

Saturday..

Morning went Kbox wth DW and WK.. Quite some time since we last went Kbox le..
Sang till like 1430 bout there..

Then we signed up as member at this pool place (woodball association i tink) for $1 den we played pool there.. Triple threat our style.. Ended bout 1730.. Den they went for dinner.. I wasn't hungry.. So went home..

Wanted to play bball.. But TYS dun wan den JK got a funeral to attend.. So called off.. So i called up Er Ge and we met at Kovan for dinner.. Chatted bout our NS life.. Yeah... ORD is wad we looking forward to man...

Though kinda late, Da Ge came too.. Den we chatted for awhile more and i decided to head home first.. Well.. They were suppose to be meetin some other frens.. But because of me, they could only join their frens like 2200+.. Hehe.. Sori bout tt man brudders..

Bball tmrl.. Yah.. Hopefully it'll be enjoyable.. I really hope so... Its beem quite some time since i enjoyed myself for a bball or soccer session already.. I dunno if its juz me.. Maybe.. But sometimes, after tolerating ppl for long time, it may juz get too much for me to take and juz explode.. Dun push me to tt limit..

Alan

"Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life..."

Juz a nice song...

Backstreet Boys» Siberia

When you come back
I won't be here
She said and gently pulled me near
If you want to talk you can call
And no it's not my fault

I just smiled and said let go of me
But there's something that I've just gotta know
Did someone else steal my part?
She said it's not my fault

Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I was drifted in between
Like I was on the outside looking in, yeah yeah
In my dreams you are still here
Like you've always been

Oh yeah, my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn't see me
Though I was sleeping in your bed

'Cause someone else was on your mind
In your head

When I came back she wasn't there
Just a note left on the stairs
If you want to talk give me a call

My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
(When the one that you want doesn't want you)

My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
Siberia, Siberia
When the one you want doesn't want you too

p.s. BSB Never Gone

Wad can he do??

Lim Kiat Loong, 18 , passed out frm BSLC.. Posted to ASLC..



He's 18.. Passed out frm ASLC.. His parents watch proudly as their son march in the passin out parade.. Wears the chevron for him..

He's 19.. Already wearin the khaki beret havin completed the GCC not long ago.. He brings his men out for trainin juz like his instructors use to do..

He's 20.. ORD lor.. Went to University.. He joined the Outdoor Act Club.. He's climbing mountains..

He's 25.. Graduate liao... his parents watch wth tears in their eyes as their son receive his degree..

He's 26.. Got a job.. He's earning 4k a month...

He's 28.. He got himself a car.. Its the Subaru Impreza..

He's 32.. He proposed the girl he's been dating for years.. With tears in her eyes, she agreed..
His white-haired parents has tears of joy in their eyes as they welcome the guests..

He's 35.. His son's borned.. A cute little boy that looks like him when he's young...

He's 38.. He starts a business wth few of his best frens..

He's 40.. Business was fantastic.. They became youngest millionares arnd..

BUT he's only 18.. he's only a OOC...




Alan

Back from SGH..

Well.. Went SGH National Heart Centre todae.. Went there, took ECG again.. Waited in queue for long long time.. See the specialist.. Talk less than 2mins.. And there..I'm outta the place..

Only thing i got, 2 more appointments for checkup.. Basically todae's session was totally useless..
Taking 2 more tests on Aug23 and gg back to see the specialist on Sept9...

Luckily got whole day off.. But nothing to do... Got time also dunno do wad..

Oh..i got a job..

Alan

Down memory lane...

Todae, after booking out, went over to pick my sis up frm sch.. Not smthing unusual.. Ever since i became 0800-1730 its quite often i do tt..

As i was lookin out for my sis among all the kids, the memory of me when i was in Pri Sch came to me.. I was probably like one of them back then, can't wait to tell mum about the newest full marks for spelling.. Or how the boy from the other class got caned.. I guess life back then was much more carefree.. No worries.. Now its different..

Alan

" Imagination is more important than facts. "
Albert Einstein

I'm sick...

Got the flu.. Sore throat.. Feelin feverish... Basically horrible..

Nothing to do.. Juz wanna type something..

Oh to all my Fantasy League pals.. The league is open liao.. Though i'm quite sure no one will select their teams so early.. But there are some changes to the games.. Scoring system also got abit of modifications.. So u guys shd check it out...

Alan...

A*choo...

Mahjong craze...

Juz finish a 2nd round of mahjong in a day... Spent the whole night and early morning playin mahjong at Alvin's hse ystdae.. Alogn wth JK and WK, we headed to his hse straight after finishing our pool session at Parkway..

Came home and slpt the whole afternoon... Den met Alvin,KKK and WK for dinner be4 all headed for my place for another round of Mahjong.. Loser was WK so he treated us to some drinks...

Fri was quite a horrible day for me.. My chest was feelin uncomfortable thru the whole evening.. I was so scared.. So tis tht suddenly came to me: i shd increase my life insurance.. Leave more money to my parents in case anything happen to me...

They say life is short.. So we shd treasure every min of it and make full use of all the time we got.. But since life is short, why bother??

Alan

" i've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run. the nights go on as i'm fadin away..
I juz wanna scream...... How could this happen to me???? "

..

Collected 'A' level cert todae.. Its one of the most awful looking piece of paper i ever gotten.. Damn.. Can't blame anyone or anything.. Its my fault and its only my fault..

Went to library on my own.. Returned the books and borrowed a few.. Den went home walkin in the rain.. Picked up my sis frm sch be4 leavin for HouMall again to meet WK for dinner and pool..

Race to 11.. Lost 11-10.. Really felt damn 'sway'.. Sigh.. Everything seems to be on the downside for me.. Recently i haven been happy at all.. And it doesn't help tt Senghou seems to be gettin more heated discussions everytime we talk bout something.. Esp durin soccer... Seems tt wadeva the gang do, someone will be unhappy..

I feel like all my confidence (however little there was in the first place) are being taken away... My morale is below sea-level no matter wad i am doing..

Alan

" If i lose it all, there'll be nothing left to lose." - is tt how i shd look at my life??

Sizzlinh sizzlers...

Todae bascially played pool and had dinner wth Senghou (- the on duty JK)

Dinner was at Sizzler's.. Quite worth the money..

Den on way back talked so much bout wad we can do and where we can go.. End up?? Go home..

Tmrl soccer.. TYS and WK bought their Total90.. Alvin and KKK already hav them..
Tt leaves me.. Guess i'm sticking wth my Umbro.. Anyway i'm only a utility player..

Alan..

School of Military Medicine...

Posted to SMM.. But the combat medic course only starts on 19th Sept..

For now i'm considered Temp Support Staff.. Meanin stay out and slack..

Went for dinner wth TYS den played bball at TYS's hse there wth him and JK..

Juz got home.. Feelin so broke..

Alan

"Wo yi lu xiang bei..."

School Routine Orders: Posting out....

I'm posted out.. Out of SISPEC.. Out of Tekong..

I'm suppose to be happy.. But.. I'm havin mixed feelings.. Come to tink of it, life hasn't really been tt bad on Trainin Team at SISPEC HQ.. Gonna miss everyone there.. And the durian picking and eatin sessions.. Doubt i'll ever hav tt kind of life again...

Well.. Posted to Nee Soon Camp.. As a Combat Medic..

Kinda stupid.. We're ppl OOC frm ASLC.. Wad makes them tink we're fit to go thru the combat medic course? Anyway, the course haven start and i probably will be doing nthing when i report there tmrl.. Maybe by the time the course starts, i'll be downgraded at the start of it..

Alan

" they walk, we walk
they run, we run
they carry, we carry more
they fall, we cannot fall
cos they need us to save them"
Combat Medic