Weekend's coming to an end... Quite a weekend..

JK came back and told us about his experience in Brunei.. Not exactly the best place to go for a holiday huh...
Chatted wth him till quite late on Fri.. In fact we chatted till mornin of Sat.. Seems like he's interested in gg overseas for further education.. I'll quote Mr Bernard Tan in my respond to him " Why not?? " Juz give it a shot.. If u can, den isn't it gd? At the most if u can't make it, u juz stick wth NUS.. Nothing to lose.. All the best to you...
Told him bout some of my prob.. It always gd to be able to talk to someone bout probs.. i hope..

Bball this morning was nice.. except for the fact that caleb din turn up... Again have to quote TYS "Sometimes being hardworking is not enuf.. Luck plays an impt role" .. I played so hard, but still lost 21-20..

Anyway to Alvin (Lim), gd luck.. yah.. u noe wad i mean.. And sorry to both alvin (lim) and yvonne if wad i said caused any misunderstandings...

Oh.. My basic theory test is nxt Mon.. Haha.. Hopefully can pass lah.. Juz agreed to lend my luck to Layee first.. For her final theory.. Den get it back for my own tests.. Not sure if luck is really transferable.. haha.. all the best..
WK also taking basic theory this week.. Need luck can 'loan' from me lor.. haha..

Oh.. Heard from Jianming that my Er Ge got Silver Bayonet in ASLC.. Woow.. Congrats!!!!
See my Er Ge Zhai rite... Haha... Muz treat me and Da Ge leh... joking...

the songs:
牡丹江 南拳妈妈
做自己 同恩
愛我別走 張震獄

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Another happy birthday!!!

Ha.. this time is my own bdae.. lol..
Thanx to all the ppl who remebered my bdae.. Gary and Angeline were probably the earliest when their sms came in at bout 0010hrs.. Alvin and Layee send their wishes early in the morning.. Den it was WK and KKK (from Australia) in the afternoon.. Thanx to all..

The girls (2S04) actually even got me a present.. Haha.. Thanx girls.. It really came as a surprise.. Well, the present is real cute.. I like it.. haha.. Thanx.. Though a soft toy for a 19yr old guy seems abit weird.. but well, haha, i do tink its cute...

Thanx to Evelyn who came to pass me the present even though u got all ur tests and exams coming.. Really appreciate it...

Feelin very tired recently.. So many nice songs..

Oh, Jay's new album releasing on Nov 1.. The single already playin on the radio.. If u haven heard it, u shd go check it out.. not bad..

aLaN ~ sAn dI
1yr older.. not much achieved in this year...

happy bdae yet again..

First of all, happy bdae to one of my best fren for 9yrs and running, alvin.. 19 yrs old already huh..

Well, on off todae, so went out whole day. Morning went to meet KKK at HouMall played arcade. Den we met up wth WK and the 2 Alvins for more arcade and the movie " Goal!" Nice show..
After tt went Alvin's place play game.

I kinda hate myself, hate my life. Is it because of army? I dunno. Why is life so unfair? Why am I born poor, born stupid, born ugly, born with no talents? Does that means in my past life i did many wrong things? Or does it mean I'm suffering this lifetime so i can have a good next life? Sigh... Feel like I'm leading a life controlled by everyone and everything but myself. When can i ever choose my own path?

Juz me complaining again. Ignore me.

aLaN ~ sAn dI

Crazy...

kinda crazy weekend so far...

Fri after the trip to Simlim, i went home only to take a shower and go out again.. Met TYS,DM and Alvin for dinner.. Den we went 'shopping' abit.. After tt i went alvin's hse chiong game till like 0530 (Sat).. went to slp.. den woke up at like 0830 to get home by 0900.. Took a shower and i'm out again.. Met wth KKK, DM, DH, TYS and alvin lim for breakfast...

After breakfast, went home, shower, and i'm out again..To DM's hse play "Kingdom Under Fire".. Stupid KKK pang sei me..
After tt went to meet up wth the same grp of ppl in town go play arcade...Den go walk walk.. Den at first say wanna go chomp chomp for dinner.. end up go the Cartel at Serangoon Garden.. Joined by Fab and WK there... And after dinner it was home, shower and out again.. Watch EPL..

Juz got back...

Oh... Happy Bdae to Wee Keat !! All the best.. esp for ur *kahem...

Sun looks all set to be an uneventful day.. unless anyone got any plans....

*aLaN* ~ sAn dI

Hooray...

Went for my last specialist appointment todae.. And horray.. the specialist finally said the words i've waited for so long... " Your heart should be fine"... Woow... Great sigh of relief.. i almost wanted to shake his hands and all i can say was thank you.. thank you...

I can finally put away all the worries i had.. I juz feel my whole body feel lighter after that... It has been quite a scare.. But like the specialist said, u did fine on the treadmill (echocardio stress test) .. Well.. i won't exactly wanna appear weak and tired during the test.. Not when the medic attending to me looked so cute!!! lol... Well she is cute ok...

The happy me is back.. and bouncing wth life... Woooooow!!!!

Anyway, after the short 'chat' wth the doc, which i waited like 2hrs for my turn, i rush to meet DongHai at Simlim.. sorry lah Dong.. so late.. Wanted to buy a mp3 player.. after some consideration, i decided on the ipod nano.. But guess wad, all the stores in simlim out of stock..

So i'm probably gg to order one online.. its cheaper also.. and i can engrave something on the back of the nano.. cool!!

Oh.. But being cleared also means i've to go for course in Dec.. but actually its so slack.. so why not? stay in not so bad wad..
Save money on transport and meals. Anyway, i stay out now, everyday reach home already 7pm..Den also nothing much to do.. Almost everyone else stay in, where got ppl go out wth...
Come home also go online and see no one online chat wth.. Except a few persons.. sometimes only one person.. So stayin in may not be tt bad mah.. (tryin very hard to convince myself)

tHe sOnGs:
You're Beautiful James Blunt
恋爱ing 五月天
理想情人 杨丞琳

aLaN

Casualty play....

Well.. Back from casualty acting... Went outfield where there was NSmen training gg on.. Real large scale... Then i was wth the MedCoy...

Basically i'm like the main casualty.. When the big shot came to watch the whole 'play', i was already 'prepared' and lying in the ambulance.. So the ambulance juz roared into life and sent me to the tentage.. And there was a big hoo-har as i was being taken down the ambulance into the tent... My supposed injuries: Injured in blast explosion.. Suffered 2nd degree burn on left arm.. Had large lacerations on right chest and top of head... And i was put on drip of course...
The whole thing was finished bout 4 plus..

Den my instructors was kind enuf to drove me to Kranji Camp where we all took a shower be4 they drop me off at Yew Tee MRT as they head back to training.. How nice...

Fri specialist appt will determine whether i gg for course coming Dec...

Heard the coming course is 14 weeks.. i'll become a spec after the course and attain paramedic level 2.. and everyone seems determine to push me be a trainer den come back to where i am...

I have mixed feelings bout all these...

Anyway, pay's in.. So its time i start deciding whether its iriver, ipod nano or smthing else...

aLaN ~ sAn dI

the songs:
练习 刘德华
I Thought She Knew N'Sync
单眼皮 杨丞琳

SORRY!

Big sorry to alvin lim.. ha.. forgot bout ur bdae...
sori lah.. was too sick to think about anything at all last weekend... anyway glad to see u din 'waste' ur bdae away... Happy belated Bdae!!!!

Tmrl i'm gg outfield as casualty.. and i got to help out wth the manual pump while i'm not 'acting' .. seems like a tough day to come...

Reported sick for the first time in this camp... Got my first Att B in my NS life... lol.. Could hav gotten MC outside.. But i chose not to... Got the medication.. The Medical Officer gave me 2 options: either u stay in sick bay here i put u on drip, or u go back to work wth ' light duties' status... obvious which one i chose...

Think my body gettin more and more frail... and think my brain also gg down the slope...

Wanted to help Layee wth her MSN prob juz now.. but guess i not pro enuf... hehe... sori i couldn't help...


some nice songs:
知足 五月天
那女孩对我说 黄义达
可惜不是你 梁静茹
一路向北 周杰倫

May not be new songs.. juz songs i've been listenin to.. check them out if u haven already done so.. my choices.. my tastes... wad touches my heart truly...

aLaN

best inspiration but so wad....

Well.. one of my best inspiration for a song came..its one of the best cos its about myself... BUT.. i'm deciding to stop thinkin bout song-writing.. and i'm of course gg to stop writing.. and all my past few works are more or less gotten rid of.. i'm making myself a little promise.. tt all the song writing will wait till either i can compose songs or i find someone to compose..

This weekend look set to be another boring weekend... WK got duty todae so he's only bookin out tmrl and he gotta book in sun nite.. Poor KKK not booking out at all, he sure can do with a little encouragement (not from me of course)... And JK is probably at the airport now.. flying to brunei soon... Guess i'll be very much on my own.. sigh.. tink i'm slowly gettin use to leadin this kind of 'solo' lifestyle..

aLaN ~ sAn dI

p.s. life was never easy.. being me juz don't help...

Half day...

Well.. Seems tt my 'great talking ability' was in use again as i actually managed to persuade the most regimental warrant (my WSM) to allow me to go on half day off at last min notice.. haha.. and it certainly helps tt i gained his trust enough..

So i'm home by 1330hrs.. Gg my grandma's place wth my brother for dinner.. its been a long time since i visited them.. and since my brother is off from work as well, guess i shd juz drop by..

Well.. song writing ain't easy.. and i tink i sux.. perhaps i shd stop thinkin bout it.. furthermore i need someone to compose music first... argh...

oh.. tys jio go subaru challenge siah... haha.. seriously we dun really stand much chance.. but for the fun of it, why not.. if really lucky lucky win ar... hahaha...

anyone noe wad 暧昧 means?? i mean i dun really have a clear definition wad it means..
nice song though...

aLaN...

p.s. weekend's coming.. sore throat not over yet.. horrible feelin...

Yeah... it's definitely great to be home...

although my R&R quite sian due to the typhoon...
Yupz... just a few more weeks to P.O.P. hopefully can get a break after that...
Maybe then can go out kia kia lo...

But for now... still quite busy... so i guess won't be able to meet up for quite a while yet...

San Di... do let me know the results of the test ya? SMS also can...

Take care!

ChillZ

Er Ge~
FaBBy_Naibaf

A little worried..

Feelin a little worried.. I'm taking the echocardiograpghy stress later.. Gg for my medical appt at National Heart Centre...

Really dislike the irresponsibility of some ppl.. i treat them so gd.. then they dun even make the smallest effort to help me... (talking bout ppl from my camp).. Life is really gettin 'tiring' there..

Anyway, welcome back Er Ge.. Glad to see u're still alive and kicking after 2.5 weeks of training at Taiwan..

Happily ever after?? subjective??
Only one way to be happily ever after... that is to be satisfied with wadeva u are and wadeva u have...

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

aLaN

p.s. anyone got any nice songs to recommend??

wad in the world??

Well.. maybe i shd juz stop thinkin bout alot of stuff... juz when i was thinking bout evil in the world, the nxt day Bali was bombed yet again.. but i din wanna think about 'evil' on purpose.. i mean it juz came into my mind...

its sometimes scary how accurate ur gut feelings can get.. i mean, i come to realise, tt my gut feeling, my first thought is always more accurate than the decision when i try to analyse the prob or think logically...

Juz got back from a jog wth JK.. Heart wasn't feelin tt gd.. din manage to run the entire planned route.. but nvrm.. a gd jog still...

Tmrl gettin half day off to go Chinatown do some stuff... Anyone wanna go Chinatown?? haha.. Guess its me and my mp3....

aLaN
My past was a doubt.. i am living in doubt.. my future is also in doubt..

3 pointers rulz...

Played bball this morning.. only 4 of us... so we played 2V2..

And once again, 3 pointers make the difference.. haha.. won the last game (wth jk) almost all on my 3 pointers as i make 4/4.. lol.. alvin lim sure wasn't happy bout tt.. haha...

After bball went for lunch.. den went jk's hse play dynasty warrior..

we concluded Wei Yan ( character from the story) and DW are very alike.. haha..

Oh.. and wk, the BBQ ar, i dun mind lah.. juz tt i dun wanna be involve in the org.. very sian since last time.. get the rest to help u lah..

Alan

throat not feelin well.. can't sing.. can't even speak properly..

Ahem.. ahem...

Keep having to clear my throat.. maybe i'm spoiling my voice.. sore throat like not recovering..

Anyway, anyone noe wad is 'jia ying' (fake voice)? as in wad really does it mean and is it everyone can do it?? and how u do it??
I suspect i always sing in jia ying and i dun hav a original voice.. how??

aLaN

why is this world so 'evil'? backstabbing.. cunning plots.. i'm tired of all these.. who can i trust? wad can i trust?

A little accident..

A little accident on my way home.. The bus skidded on the slippery road after failing to brake at the traffic light.. It hit the side of the road.. The impact was quite big.. Many ppl were thrown off their seats... The 2 most seriously injured was this old indian lady who totally fell off her seat onto the floor.. tink she injured her leg.. but no open wounds.. the other was this old man who also got thrown off his seat completely.. He suffered cuts to his hand and knee.. Seems like quite a deep cut.. he was bleeding profusely and the blood was like drippin onto the floor..

Many kind ppl passed him tissues.. Then the driver called the ambulance.. The rest of the ppl were quite shaken.. i wanted to like get the first aid kit from the front and give tt guy a little bandage.. but from the way he can still shout vulgarities at the driver, i assume he's fine and doesn't need my help..

there was this small boy on board as well.. but luckily his mum was carryin him when the accident happen.. .phew..

tmrl wk jio go register for basic theory..

aLAn..

ps. anyone knows the exact location of the German sausage seller in Chinatown? let me noe.. thanx...

Tennis? Me?

Well.. somehow, jk managed to convince me to go for tennis this mornin..

So i took a ride in tys's car to the tennis court in YCK...

It was an ok session lah.. considerin i'm a first-timer, i did manged to hit some balls.. BUT..
i still dun tink its worth it.. i mean its $10 per hour.. and i'm probably real lousy.. the game probably din last more than 3 strokes be4 breakin the momentum..

Probably gg to stop here for tennis.. tried be4 liao.. so... haha

Den went jk's place chiong Dynasty Warrior... haha.. Liu Bei really cannot make it.. lol...
Xing Cai is cute!!!

Alan
" Life is bittersweet.. But i can't seem to find the sweetness in mine.. Sugar anyone?? "

Feelin weak..

Dunno why i bothered to come here to blog in the first place.. My fever is back and its gotten worse.. I'm feelin so weak i can't stand properly..

The feelin is horrible.. i feel so weak like a child.. can't do this can't do tt.. Call my mum here call my sis there..

This weekend probably gg to hav nothing but resting for me..

To all my gd frens out there who're lookin for tt someone to fill the empty 'space' in your lifes,
i dun deny i am too.. But sometimes, we have to leave everything to fate.. Wadeva will be will be.. i really wish to help ur.. but this is something i myself can do nothing about.. and somehow i believe i'm a jinx.. really..

Already not feelin well.. so mood is very down.. but readin all my close frens' blog.. i only got myself sadder.. i wish i can juz let go and cry sometimes.. but i can never muster the courage to let down my first tears in more than 10 years..

anyway.. to all who bothers readin this blog, take care.. fallin sick sux..
and remember, sometimes u have to be the 'bad' guy..

Alan...
someone savveee me...

MC..

Took MC for todae.. Headache was still there this morning..

Congrats to TYS for gettin ur driving license...
So we got ourselves another possible driver to drive us arnd..lol

Anyway i'm feelin much better now... Shd be fully recovered soon.. i mean even my lymph nodes are swollen.. So it's gotta be soon tt i recover rite?

Alan

" They say my life will change
They say the future will be better
But i tried so and battled
Doing all i can
But it only happen in my dreams.. "

Headache...

Took half day off todae...

Sufferin from a very bad headache that started ystdae.. Came home slept the whole afternoon..
But when i woke up, my head still hurts.. Had my dinner.. Took a couple of panadols.. Now i'm feelin much better.. Dunno wads wrong wth me...

Alan
" the pain.. muz stop somewhere... "
Terry Fox

Sat nite...

Ok.. i'm not gg for course.. meanin i'm gg to lobo for at least 2 more months..

Juz got home not long ago from alvin's hse.. Played monopoly, PES and watched some EPL actions.. Fantasy league not lookin gd..

I really hope to write songs.. i mean compose music i cannot lah.. but writing the lyrics.. I really wanna give it a shot.. Though i'm probably lousy...

Tmrl gg kbox wth 3 other guys..

i've always dislike ppl who can't keep their promises or do not act on wad they say.. so i seldom promise ppl stuff unless i'm really confident of it...

Alan

ps. anyone got any tuition assignment to recommend to me??

Range sentry..

Got half day off todae.. But there is a catch of course..

Tmrl i'll have to go for range sentry duty again.. Sian.. Its a real tiring and boring to do lor..

Anyway, i'm most probably not gg to the coming Combat Medic Course (which starts nxt mon)..

Meaning i'll remain a TSS (Temporary Support Staff) at SMM NSTW..

Alan

Weekend...

So much has happened since the last time i blogged..

Tmrl i'll still be on leave.. Ya.. 4 days long weekend...

Get use to a feeling (sad, happy, etc) .. Recognise how it feels so u noe how to deal wth it nxt time.. But there's this one emotion i encountered i can't overcome... Regret..

Alan

To Da Ge: Enjoy ur MC.. Hope u're fine now..
To Er Ge: Take care for ur stay in ROC.. All the best and remember.. Safety first..
And regarding ur new plastic, 'toot'-looking specs, dun worry bout it... at the worse u'll probably juz look like me.. lol

long-derserved break..

Managed to take leave coming fri and nxt mon.. Meanin i got a 4 days long weekend..

My quads muscles are aching.. Went for jog wth JK ystdae.. Jogged about 5km.. And i'm like damn shag already.. Fitness really dropped alot.. Sigh..

Tmrl probably gg to run again wth WK this time.. Hopin to keep up this exercise regime.. Can help me regain my fitness and get rid of all the fats.. I'm gettin so fat...

Oh, while in camp todae, i got abit tired reading my book and there was no one in office cos its lunch time (meanin no one to gimme work).. So i juz started writing a song.. Haha.. Not really like those professionals.. Juz wrote the lyrics w/o giving much thought bout the tune.. Anyway its in simple english.. Did it in like 10mins?? Haha.. Maybe i'll take some time to refine it.. When the inspiration comes.. Meanwhile, gotta start thinkin of how to get a tune for the song..

Alan

P.S
So far no plans for my long weekend.. so anyone got any plans can jio me ya.. best is budget-friendly ones..

Hey brudders...

Da Ge.. Congrats on passin your IPPT..
Er GE.. ROC muz take care of urself.. Hav as much fun as possible..

San Di..

I'm here

HAH! look who's talking... :p

But the truth is I'm really too lazy... BUT! I've been reading k? So i'm know what has been going on.

Just posting here to show that i've not forgotten.

Fabby, take care during your stay in ROC and have fun...
And KL, just really take care... hope there'll be no more relapses.

AMoS

PS: I like that song... ever heard of Bad Day by Daniel Powter?

Long time never type here le...

Sorry to San Di... didn't really go out these few days...
To Da Ge... Eh, why never come here anymore har? Or too lazy to post issit?

Will be going to R.O.C. for training on the 12th... will be back about 3 weeks later lorz...

Until then... take care ya? Please do...

FaBBy_Naibaf

My Life
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

[Chorus]
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
to be like me

[Chorus]

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

[Chorus] x2

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

There is always a limit to everything in life...

And like a rubber band, if u try to stretch it within its limit, it'll go back to normal..

But when u go beyond the limit, the rubber band will snap.. And that, is a irreversible process..

When that happens, nothing will be the same again...

Alan...

" Only when facing death do people realise what they try to achieve their whole life is wrong.."

Run of bad luck cont'd..

Met up wth some of 2S04 for dinner @ Chomp Chomp...

Den went KKK's hse watch EPL..

Bad luck continues.. 1 player sent off.. 5 players booked.. Sigh.. Looks like its another disappointing gameweek..

To set things straight, i'm not gay.. lol.. This is probably the first time i'm saying this in 'public'..
I admit i did took a liking for a girl back in college... No point sayin who.. Cos there's no more feelings left.. Dun bother asking me who.. as i said it doesn't matter anymore..

Anyway for now, i'm worryin more on where i shd go for my nxt phase of studies.. Getting a girfriend is not exactly top on my list now.. Anyway gotta wait till i meet new ppl (in uni) wad..

Alan

how unlucky can i get?

Lets start from mornin..

I was cooking smthing and i forgot about it.. It was only when it was boiling over did i remember bout it.. In my hurry to remove the cover, i used my bare hands.. Yup i got my fingers burnt..

Den i wanted to go to the library and buy myself lunch at the same time.. So took a shower and off i go.. soon after i left, i realised tt my mp3 got no more battery.. I took out my reserve battery and replaced it.. Only to find out both batteries are dead..

After gettin the books, i went to buy a packet of porridge for my lunch.. No more than 10 steps after i got my lunch, it somehow slipped and dropped on the floor..

Weather was windy and cooling.. So i decided to walk home instead of taking the bus.. On my way home, this car actually brushed past my left leg from behind.. it was no more than an inch from knocking me down.. My hp in my left pocket even receive a knock from the car..

And its barely 1530.. Wonder how the rest of my day will be like.. Sigh..

Alan

Confused...

Finally back from the 2 days range.. Sentry duty there sux.. Horrible time i had..

Had been asking arnd bout Uni life.. Tryin to see if i can finally decide where to go and wad course to take.. But conclusion, i'm still confused...
NUS??? NTU?? SIM?? SMU?? Poly??

Argh...

Alan

Learning how to die is learning how to live...

Stayin in??

Got the day off for my medical check up at National Heart Centre..

Went there took blood test first.. Damn.. It was painful.. Either the nurse was rough or i became 'weaker'.. I dun remember it being so painful the last time i took it.. Anyway now the whole area where the needle 'violated' me is all bruised up.. Argh..

Den suppose to take this Stress Echocardiography thingy also... But they say i got flu so can't take.. Waste my time go there.. Worse still is for this test, cos i'm under 21, one of my parent has to be arnd..

Oh.. I'm probably gg to stay in camp tonite.. Involved in the range for nxt 2 days as sentry for the ammo.. Gotta report at 6am tmrl mornin, might as well stay in.. Can get more rest and save on the taxi fares..
And since its till thurs, i'll stay in on wed nite as well.. I mean why not.. Saves time and money on transport..

Anyway almost everyone else is stayin in..

Alan

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

Weekend over soon...

The weekend is comin to an end already..

Watched EPL at KKK's place wth WK ystdae.. Long time since i watch any soccer actions.. The Man United game was rather ok only.. Instead the Tottenham Middlesborough game was much more exciting.. Can tell this season Tottenham is gg to be pretty strong this year.. Wth all the new signings and the already there players... A team to watch for sure..

Played soccer this morning.. Had quite an enjoyable session.. Though we won only like half the games.. But we had a few gd games and everyone was enjoying much of the session.. And i managed to score a few.. One of which i'm really proud of.. A solo effort that saw me dribbled past 3 players be4 placing a shot out of reach of the keeper..

Came home.. Slp till bout 1800 den wake up..

I guess tts my weekend..

VS gg co-ed.. Am i for it or against it?? I dunno.. gd and bad..

Alan..

"I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind"

WTF??

Juz got my broadband todae..

But whenever i'm online, though the phone can be used, but there's the static sound in the background.. WTF.. I'm so damn pissed... Den my dad keep nagging and nagging.. Tell him dun touch the modem and stuff till i come back.. But.......

Den fantasy league so f**ked up.. I actually din successfully made the transfer of dickov for bent.. WTF?? and i got so many big fat zeroes... Argh...

I'M GOING CRAZY...

Alan..

i dun wanna face this reality cos i got an ideal...

Life...

Todae mornin played bball as usual.. Den went JK's hse chiong Dynasty Warrior for like wad, 5 hrs? .. Played till 1820.. From 1300 lor..

Den went home.. Eating dinner out so jio JK eat at coffeeshop near our hse.. Chatted alot during dinner.. Seems like his life as ACC reaally sux.. After dinner he stll has some time to spare so chatted at the bus stop for awhile..

JK, like everyone else, seems to look to uni as smthing very much better than our lives now.. I noe it'll be better, but by how much, i really dunno.. Not puttin much hopes on it..

JK is right.. I'm tryin to escape from reality.. I dun deny it.. I'm too afraid to face reality.. Reality to me is so sad.. So many problems but so little ans.. So many difficulties so little solutions.. So many sad moments so little happy ones..

JK says its all NS's fault.. I dun deny NS plays a big role in making our lives sux.. But i dun think it's the only one.. Lets juz hope life can get better soon.. For all of us...

Alan

i wanna cry but there ain't no tears..

Half day off...

Todae, morning reported to camp as per normal.. Den given half day off by my TO (Training Officer).. Cool .. Cos everyone else was on off.. So no point keepin the TSS..

So i went Parkway for pool wth TYS and WK..

Had lunch and dinner there.. Den went home..

Den went Kovan wth Fab and JK.. Went to Mac where we ate a 'little' snack and chatted.. Den suddenly this grp of 4 came up to us and ask if we're from the 16th Batch SRJC ODACians.. It turns out they're from the 18th Batch.. They recognised us from the t-shirt we're wearing (our 16th ODAC t-shirt) .. So they sat down and we chatted bout ODAC... One of them turns out to be their batch's president.. haha.. So we talked bout our ODAC back then and they talked a little bout theirs.. They juz took over not long ago.. Exchanged contact numbers.. They seem to wanna invite us back.. 3 of us do really wanna go back to see wad ODAC is doing now and how much changes there have been.. As usual, we gave them the advise to study hard...

Oh.. and apparantly, they heard about this 16th batch ODACian who did well in 'A' levels.. Haha.. Muz be JK lah.. LOL.. famous liao..

On way home wth JK, the main topic of conversation: Bball VS Soccer..Which one is for us?

This is a topic much debated about in our gang...

This debate very long le.. But there is still no outcome..


Alan
" I'm too shy to ask..
I'm too proud to lose... "

Pay Day!!

And so its pay day again..

Morning went for bball.. Abit slpy.. Din slp much considering i only got home 0345 cos i was playin Dynasty Warrior at JK's place..

Played a few 3v3.. Den brunch at HP as usual..

Went Pool Junction played pool wth TYS and WK.. Den went to meet up wth the main cast of 2S04'04.. JK,FAb and DM.. Went for dinner at Sizzler's.. Yup.. 2nd month in a row i ate there on payday.. Nice place.. Chatted alot alot as usual and ended wth an arcade session which saw DM rise to the rank of BG.. Tts like so woah.. I only got LTC highest lor..

Den DM gotta book in.. The remainin 4 of us juz walked arnd here and there ( dun wanna get caught in the crowd at Citi link) Ended up at Mac chatting over drinks.. Much bout our class (Best CG'04)

Den it was home.. Saw a grp of Malays fighting at a bus stop.. Stress.. Stun...

To DM:
Din u wan a day for our class activity? wad bout our payday?? lol

To Da Ge:
I hope ur fine (ur leg) and hopefully u can come over and help me wth my com soon..

To Er Ge:
Maybe can meet for dinner wth me and TYS since u're stayin out this week.. haha

To TYS:
I'll let u noe if i find any tuition assigment..

To JK:
Regardin ur 'advise' on gettin an 'authenticate one', i guess its up to luck.. Like TYS says: Luck is when preparation meets opportunity.. Without opportunity there is nothing....



Alan

"I'm sick of this life.
I juz wanna scream...."

Guard Duty...

Sian.. Sun guard.. meaning i gotta book in in a few hrs time..

Juz got back from a supper + talk cock session wth Senghou + Affiliations ( - Alvin whos in taiwan).. Long time no sit together chat le.. Everyone busy wth their own life... All different vocation.. All different camp.. All different job scope...

Morning quarrelled wth my Mum.. Went JK's hse not long after tt.. Played Dynasty Warrior 5..
Completed 2 quests.. Den went for dinner at HP..

Met TYS den went for bball... WK joined the grp.. Den DW came real late (2130).. By then we already finishin liao... Den KKK shock us by coming like 2200.. lol... But he came to chat and eat only..

Attn DM:
By the time u read this (i hope u get to read this), i'm probably doing guard duty already...
Regarding the class outing, here are the response so far:

Can go:
Me,JK,TYS and U..

To be confirmed:
JJ and RS

Confirmed not gg:
HX, Yvonne, shuhui and haoyi..

The rest nvr gimme any response..I'll let u noe if there're any changes..

U need any help can sms me.. Actually, can get TYS help...
Firstly, he's on off/leave all the way till wed...
Secondly, he's better wth human relations, so he claims (esp wth girls!!)

Alan

I wanna help.. But how??

Seems tt almost everyone in Senghou is troubled.. I seem to be the least troubled...

I really wish to help.. But i dunno how.. All i can do and had been doing is lend a listening ear.. Senghou needs help... Haven seens KKK for a long time.. Hopefully he's still fine and untroubled.. Not like the remainin 4 of us...

Furthermore, even our 2 affiliations got their own bad patches to walk thru..

There are somethings that will remain in our hearts forever and ever.. To erase is impossible..
To ignore is deceiving oneself..

Alan

"And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again.... "

How can i help???

Juz received a call from one of my best fren ever.. He called from Taiwan.. Seems tt he's devastated.. Shan't explain..

He called trying to look for someone to talk to and perhaps try to lessen his despair.. But i dunno wad to do to help...

I wish i can do smthing.. But i dunno wad to do...

Sometimes i feel like i'm a jynx.. All those close to me seems to meet wth difficulty in their love life.. I wanna help.. But how?? Maybe tts the prob.. I should juz back off...

Alan

BBall !!

Juz got back from a bball session..

6 of us.. JK,DW,TYS,Alvin(Lim),Caleb and me..

Quite an enjoyable session.. Everyone played ok with a few like caleb doing better..

I dunno but i feel like i seem to be dropping in standard.. Though the rest dun think so, i juz have this feelin i'm not as gd (or lousy) as be4.. I'm lousier...

I still sink shots here and there.. But the accuracy has dropped.. 3 pointers made are decreasing.. Guess like wad JK say, i juz need to play more..

Feelin tired.. Ya i'm actually quite shack after this bball session.. Its been a long time since i did any physical activity..

Guess i'm gg to spend the rest of the day resting.. wanted to borrow tian long ba bu frm JK.. End up he already lent it to other fren... Luckily i got my books...

Alan

"Can you see me, here I am
Standing here where I've always been...."

Saturday..

Morning went Kbox wth DW and WK.. Quite some time since we last went Kbox le..
Sang till like 1430 bout there..

Then we signed up as member at this pool place (woodball association i tink) for $1 den we played pool there.. Triple threat our style.. Ended bout 1730.. Den they went for dinner.. I wasn't hungry.. So went home..

Wanted to play bball.. But TYS dun wan den JK got a funeral to attend.. So called off.. So i called up Er Ge and we met at Kovan for dinner.. Chatted bout our NS life.. Yeah... ORD is wad we looking forward to man...

Though kinda late, Da Ge came too.. Den we chatted for awhile more and i decided to head home first.. Well.. They were suppose to be meetin some other frens.. But because of me, they could only join their frens like 2200+.. Hehe.. Sori bout tt man brudders..

Bball tmrl.. Yah.. Hopefully it'll be enjoyable.. I really hope so... Its beem quite some time since i enjoyed myself for a bball or soccer session already.. I dunno if its juz me.. Maybe.. But sometimes, after tolerating ppl for long time, it may juz get too much for me to take and juz explode.. Dun push me to tt limit..

Alan

"Wish I could be what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life..."

Juz a nice song...

Backstreet Boys» Siberia

When you come back
I won't be here
She said and gently pulled me near
If you want to talk you can call
And no it's not my fault

I just smiled and said let go of me
But there's something that I've just gotta know
Did someone else steal my part?
She said it's not my fault

Then my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I was drifted in between
Like I was on the outside looking in, yeah yeah
In my dreams you are still here
Like you've always been

Oh yeah, my heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too

I gave myself away completely
But you just couldn't see me
Though I was sleeping in your bed

'Cause someone else was on your mind
In your head

When I came back she wasn't there
Just a note left on the stairs
If you want to talk give me a call

My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
(When the one that you want doesn't want you)

My heart did time in Siberia
Was waiting for the lie to come true
'Cause it's all so dark and mysterious
When the one you want doesn't want you too
Siberia, Siberia
When the one you want doesn't want you too

p.s. BSB Never Gone

Wad can he do??

Lim Kiat Loong, 18 , passed out frm BSLC.. Posted to ASLC..



He's 18.. Passed out frm ASLC.. His parents watch proudly as their son march in the passin out parade.. Wears the chevron for him..

He's 19.. Already wearin the khaki beret havin completed the GCC not long ago.. He brings his men out for trainin juz like his instructors use to do..

He's 20.. ORD lor.. Went to University.. He joined the Outdoor Act Club.. He's climbing mountains..

He's 25.. Graduate liao... his parents watch wth tears in their eyes as their son receive his degree..

He's 26.. Got a job.. He's earning 4k a month...

He's 28.. He got himself a car.. Its the Subaru Impreza..

He's 32.. He proposed the girl he's been dating for years.. With tears in her eyes, she agreed..
His white-haired parents has tears of joy in their eyes as they welcome the guests..

He's 35.. His son's borned.. A cute little boy that looks like him when he's young...

He's 38.. He starts a business wth few of his best frens..

He's 40.. Business was fantastic.. They became youngest millionares arnd..

BUT he's only 18.. he's only a OOC...




Alan

Back from SGH..

Well.. Went SGH National Heart Centre todae.. Went there, took ECG again.. Waited in queue for long long time.. See the specialist.. Talk less than 2mins.. And there..I'm outta the place..

Only thing i got, 2 more appointments for checkup.. Basically todae's session was totally useless..
Taking 2 more tests on Aug23 and gg back to see the specialist on Sept9...

Luckily got whole day off.. But nothing to do... Got time also dunno do wad..

Oh..i got a job..

Alan

Down memory lane...

Todae, after booking out, went over to pick my sis up frm sch.. Not smthing unusual.. Ever since i became 0800-1730 its quite often i do tt..

As i was lookin out for my sis among all the kids, the memory of me when i was in Pri Sch came to me.. I was probably like one of them back then, can't wait to tell mum about the newest full marks for spelling.. Or how the boy from the other class got caned.. I guess life back then was much more carefree.. No worries.. Now its different..

Alan

" Imagination is more important than facts. "
Albert Einstein

I'm sick...

Got the flu.. Sore throat.. Feelin feverish... Basically horrible..

Nothing to do.. Juz wanna type something..

Oh to all my Fantasy League pals.. The league is open liao.. Though i'm quite sure no one will select their teams so early.. But there are some changes to the games.. Scoring system also got abit of modifications.. So u guys shd check it out...

Alan...

A*choo...

Mahjong craze...

Juz finish a 2nd round of mahjong in a day... Spent the whole night and early morning playin mahjong at Alvin's hse ystdae.. Alogn wth JK and WK, we headed to his hse straight after finishing our pool session at Parkway..

Came home and slpt the whole afternoon... Den met Alvin,KKK and WK for dinner be4 all headed for my place for another round of Mahjong.. Loser was WK so he treated us to some drinks...

Fri was quite a horrible day for me.. My chest was feelin uncomfortable thru the whole evening.. I was so scared.. So tis tht suddenly came to me: i shd increase my life insurance.. Leave more money to my parents in case anything happen to me...

They say life is short.. So we shd treasure every min of it and make full use of all the time we got.. But since life is short, why bother??

Alan

" i've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run. the nights go on as i'm fadin away..
I juz wanna scream...... How could this happen to me???? "

..

Collected 'A' level cert todae.. Its one of the most awful looking piece of paper i ever gotten.. Damn.. Can't blame anyone or anything.. Its my fault and its only my fault..

Went to library on my own.. Returned the books and borrowed a few.. Den went home walkin in the rain.. Picked up my sis frm sch be4 leavin for HouMall again to meet WK for dinner and pool..

Race to 11.. Lost 11-10.. Really felt damn 'sway'.. Sigh.. Everything seems to be on the downside for me.. Recently i haven been happy at all.. And it doesn't help tt Senghou seems to be gettin more heated discussions everytime we talk bout something.. Esp durin soccer... Seems tt wadeva the gang do, someone will be unhappy..

I feel like all my confidence (however little there was in the first place) are being taken away... My morale is below sea-level no matter wad i am doing..

Alan

" If i lose it all, there'll be nothing left to lose." - is tt how i shd look at my life??

Sizzlinh sizzlers...

Todae bascially played pool and had dinner wth Senghou (- the on duty JK)

Dinner was at Sizzler's.. Quite worth the money..

Den on way back talked so much bout wad we can do and where we can go.. End up?? Go home..

Tmrl soccer.. TYS and WK bought their Total90.. Alvin and KKK already hav them..
Tt leaves me.. Guess i'm sticking wth my Umbro.. Anyway i'm only a utility player..

Alan..

School of Military Medicine...

Posted to SMM.. But the combat medic course only starts on 19th Sept..

For now i'm considered Temp Support Staff.. Meanin stay out and slack..

Went for dinner wth TYS den played bball at TYS's hse there wth him and JK..

Juz got home.. Feelin so broke..

Alan

"Wo yi lu xiang bei..."

School Routine Orders: Posting out....

I'm posted out.. Out of SISPEC.. Out of Tekong..

I'm suppose to be happy.. But.. I'm havin mixed feelings.. Come to tink of it, life hasn't really been tt bad on Trainin Team at SISPEC HQ.. Gonna miss everyone there.. And the durian picking and eatin sessions.. Doubt i'll ever hav tt kind of life again...

Well.. Posted to Nee Soon Camp.. As a Combat Medic..

Kinda stupid.. We're ppl OOC frm ASLC.. Wad makes them tink we're fit to go thru the combat medic course? Anyway, the course haven start and i probably will be doing nthing when i report there tmrl.. Maybe by the time the course starts, i'll be downgraded at the start of it..

Alan

" they walk, we walk
they run, we run
they carry, we carry more
they fall, we cannot fall
cos they need us to save them"
Combat Medic

Nights off..

Addicted to Jay's 'Yi Lu Xiang Bei' (Initial D theme) liao.. Its on replay on my player.. Listenin to it every time i got free time.. Haven seen the lyrics yet.. Dun really noe wad he singing yet.. Its juz the melody and music.. I juz listen to the song go... Nice...

Tmrl bookin out for off till thurs.. Allow us to collect 'A' lvl cert.. Sigh.. 'A' Levels...

Few more hrs to bookin in... Can't wait for payday.. Really really broke...

Alan sadly...

Book in day...

Once again its book in day..

Stayed over at Alvin's hse last nite.. Chiong Underground 2 and PES4.. Slpt at 6 am only to wake up at 8am for bball...

Watched Initial D liao... Quite ok movie wad.. Why some say no gd?

BBall session wasn't as fun.. Maybe its me... Its always me isn't it...

Sometimes i wonder.. Why am i such a loser.. sigh..

Lookin back in life, there ain't much thing i did tt i can look up to and take any pride.. Sigh..

Alan..

Nights off..

Ystdae another army personnel pass away.. A NSF Specialist at BMTC..
He's the 3rd army men to pass away recently...

Almost all the cases involve ppl tt nvr had any medical problems be4.. All this got me wondering.. Wad if.....

Booking in in a few hrs... Probably only bookin out on Sat for the weekend..

Weekend coming..

Alan

...

Well.. Nights off.. So i'm out here.. Till tonight..

Haven done anythin much since i booked in.. Juz spent alot of money on canteen food.. last weekend spent alot of money.. So i'm very very broke..

Book in day (last sun) , i got real pissed wth JK and Wk.. I haven felt so angry for a long long time.. Not gg to tok bout tt...

Thanx to Alvin and TYS, my book-in day was still a great day.. Went for dinner,pool and arcacde wth 2 of them.. Enjoyed orselves alot... My thanx to these 2 pals..

Bookin in in another few hrs time.. Sian...

Looks like coming weekend i'll be stayin home quite alot.. Maybe i shd...
save some money.. spent more tme wth family..
And also, though i've cooled off, i still feel a lil pissed wth the 2 gd frens of mine.. Its not only last sun tt resulted in me being so pissed.. It has been buildin up..

Alan

Feelin so...

Middle of the week and i'm out.. Yeah..

Saw quite alot of familiar faces at SISPEC BSLC..

To Er Ge, glad to see u so motivated to do well.. Wish u all the best.. I'm sure u can achieve the Gold and 9.30.. but do remember to take care of urself.. Cos ultimately, NS is only 2yrs..lol...

Recently i've come to realise, actually, i had been very lucky my whole life.. call it 'tyco' if u like..
But apparently, this luck of mine works on all area except one.. haha.. Shan't go into detail how i came to this conclusion and which area my luck isn't working.. Dun wanna bore ppl do i? Lol..

Weekend comin.. will is be bball or soccer? i dunno... Had both last weekend..

Ok.. Tink i shd go catch some slp..

Cpl Lim wilco out...

PS anyone free anytime can call me chit chat or jio me go out in the evening.. kinda bored..

Juz back frm DW's place... Had a steamboat BBQ wth JK,WK and DW.. Like the last time, we ended gettin too much food..

I told them enuf le... Dun believe me again.. Last time also lidat..
Last time was too many balls... This time too many hotdogs.. Lol...

Anyway, 3 of us shared a cab home to save time.. Anyway tink by the time we walk to interchange,they also no bus le..

Tmrl playin soccer...

Gtg shower, prepare den slp le.. Muz rest mah...

Cpl Alan wilco out...

P.S. Not gg Kbox this weekend.. Looks like i won't get to see my dream girl le.. Sigh..

Sigh

This weekend my mum and sis went overseas.. Plus my bro went for BBQ.. So only left me and dad home.. And he's workin till late.. So i'm on my own.. Juz came back frm bball session juz now.. Played among ourselves... A short session.. Ystdae went to this place, IOI buildin, for pool.. TYS was the one tt intro us there.. Not bad but the music can be better... Left kinda late so JK stayed over at my place last nite.. Chatted alot.. Bout Senghou's love life..

Gg out again soon... Meetin WK for pool at Parkway.. Den gg DW's place for steamboat+BBQ..
JK also joining us there.. TYS might be joining later...

Dunno why recently juz can't get myself to be happy.. Juz feel so sian.. No matter wad i do or try to do i juz feel so.... Sigh.. Can't explain the cause or the feelin at all.. Its juz not happy..

Maybe wad i need is a pay rise.. Lol..

K.. Gtg prepare... Shan't tok more...

Cpl Alan Lim...

P.S. can't wait to see the girl in 'Yuan You Hui' MV again.. tink i'm in love.. lol...

Booked out ystdae.. Booking in tml.. Day off cos i did guard duty ya..

Now my offs and bookouts are unpredictable.. I will nvr noe i bookin out until like 1hr be4..

Anway, JK persuaded me to join him and his cousins go out todae.. So since i had nthing to do at home, i decided to join him lor.. Went PS there eat.. Den walk walk here walk walk there.. wanted to play pool at S'pore Shopping Centre.. But we din wanna wait so long.. So gave up.. Walked all the way to cine.. Den they wanna catch a movie.. Din really feel like watchin.. So i gave DW and WK a call ask if they wanna play pool.. Both say dun feel like.. So end up i left on my own.. Actually, i left thinkin i'll be playin pool... But ended up gg home alone.. Rather sad..
Really wanted to play pool..

Bout to go to slp le.. Gotta wake up real early tmrl.. Probably gg to hav to do guard duty tmrl again... Hoping i can book out on Fri again.. I realise i'm really missin time wth family and frens alot...

Oh and da ge.. I tink the 'radar' malfunction' cannot be cured liao.. Sigh.. Result of SAF...

p.s. i can't wait to see the girl frm the 'Yuan You Hui' MV.. Argh.. maybe i'm in love..lol

Post Tekong 'Radar' Malfunction

Help.. I'm sufferin frm Post Tekong 'Radar' Malfunction...

Juz now went to Hou Interchange to meet up wth wk and Gan for pool.. Suddenly realise Hou seems to hav more cute girls.. There seems to be more attractive girls my 'radar' is picking up..

Anyone got the cure??

Gettin use to new life at SISPEC HQ.. Muz admit, better life than trainee.. But i won't say life is gd..

Oh.. Anyone free on sun go kbox?? Lemme noe..

p.s. It's easy to find cute girls arnd..It's juz the matter of finding the right one and one tt like me.. Tt is not easy...

OOC.. Post out...Nights out...

this week has been very eventful...

First day of ASLC i OOC(out of course) liao..

Reported sick for my chest prob.. end up abnormal ECG.. MO gimme OOC and refer me to National Heart Centre..

Den do sai kang at Bravo Coy for 2 days.. Todae suddenly got posted out late in afternoon to SISPEC HQ.. under Team Trainin Branch..Meanin sai kang at higher level..

Stay in or out dunno yet.. Todae is nights out.. tmrl morning gotta book in le.. Brought back quite alot of stuff le.. Cos even if stay in also won't be needin all the stuff..

Ok.. Not gg to waste this night out typin everythin.. Tt can wait for the weekend..

Coming weekend Senghou will be missin JK and KKK.. hmm.. we'll see wad we can do... Both affiliations shd be free..

p.s. i miss civi life.. everyone out here...

" Raindrops keep fallin on my head, but tt doesn't mean my eyes will sonn be turnin red.. "

wad is wrong man....

Went Beach rd in the afternoon wth JK and TYS den go play pool.. Met up wth KKK and WK.. den headed for National Stadium after dinner.. Me and WK (we had our dinner elsewhere) walked all the way to the stadium... the rest took a cab... chatted alot bout the love lifes our Senghou and affiliation..

Anyway, we left the stadium wth pride after the lions saw off the challenge of the tigers 2-0.. 2 great goals though many others wasted...

Den the prob arised.. we started toking bout wads gg to happen tmrl...Bball or soccer??

This qns resulted in a heated debate among the 5 of us... JK insistin its bball and refuses to turn up if its soccer... WTH!! Everyone tried to convince him soccer instead but he held on firm.. This 'debate' went on for quite awhile.. Nobody was ready to give in...

I mean i'm quite sure i'm being objective by sayin tt soccer's more feasible..I mean anyway alson's team can't make it.. So why on bball this weekend? I noe we said it'll be bball this weekend.. BUt why can't be more flexible? Since alson can't make it, we'll play soccer lah.. Not as if we're not playin bball ever again after this weekend..

For me, i hav passion both for soccer and bball.. I love both sports and i enjoy both.. Why will i say smthing bias in this case? Everyone else in the grp hav a slight preference of one sport over the other.. I dun... I dun understand wads so difficult for a grp of 18+ yrs olds to decide wad sports to play.. Its not first time...

Everytime me and WK try to plan smthing for the grp, there'll sure be 1 or 2 who refuses to accept the plan... There'll surely be someone against any activity... Why can't u ppl juz be a little more understandin and juz try and accomodate each other? I mean we can't possibly please everyone... Can't ur juz give in once in a while.. Gettin tired organisin act for weekends..

Feel like juz givin up.. But i can't.. Cos i noe, if me and WK dun plan, the rest won't as well..

I dunno how ur think.. But for me, i treasure every book out i hav... The time spent wth family..
Frens... I wanna enjoy myself whenever i book out.. Maybe ur think bookouts shd be juz spent slpin away or juz stay home thru out.. Maybe because ur hav nights off,5 days week, stay out...
Only KKK will be able to understand wad i'm toking bout...

Gg out wth frens, family.. All this are things we look forward to when we're nearin bookout day..
And when smthing we look forward to becomes all f*** up, the feelin sux..

Sigh.. very long post.. doubt anyone will bother readin it all but i juz wanna say it out.. Makes me feel better...

Am i wrong? i dunno.. dun wanna think bout it..

Alan signing off wth loneliness.. and the disappointment...

p.s. the girl in jay's yuan you hui MTV is so cute.. can't help thinkin bout her everytime i hear the song..

Poor Me....

BSLC finally came to an end after the 32km march... Super tiring.. Tryin to keep awake the whole journey cos its in the middle of the night... Even my MP3 was useless.. So close to giving up.. But i din... Completed it and i was given my Corporal rank by my PC on the graduation parade this morning.. Not easy earnin this insignia...

Den the sad thing happen... My posting...
My worst fear came true and i'm posted to ASLC... NOooooooooooooo
Anythin but tt i will be happier... Why? All ASLC go Bravo Coy.. Echo Coy no more liao...
Spent a gd half a day there todae.. So different frm Golf... I'm already missin Golf.. Got quite some stuff to get bby this book out... Sian....

This 2days only i book out... No one go out wth me... Sian.. Anyone free wanna go out can jio me ya....

Cpl Lim sadly signing off....

POP...

Half a week more to the end of my BSLC...

Juz completed Nutcracker and 16km route march...

Nutcracker left me wth sandfky bites all over my hands... And heat rash all over my upper body.. Sigh...So itchy and painful..

Went out practically the whole day todae since the moment i booked out till now...
Get my insignia fixed on, buy games, dinner, world combat den pool...
Wad a day...

Tmrl playin soccer...

Gg to try out the new games...

Cpl Lim signing off wth loneliness...

Great Game...

Juz came back frm the bball game.. Our team won 100-83.. Woow...

Started the game real well.. We cruised to a lead of 20pts very quickly.. But as fatigue set in, we begin to play in a 'messy' manner... So our lead was cut very quickly...
There was a point of time they actually took the lead by a point... But we manage to pull ourselves together and get our game back... Soon we were leadin again.. And when we finally hit the last basket to make it 100-83, there was satisfaction and pride in us...

Now as the manager, i'll do an analysis of our players...

Lim De Wei :
Played mainly as the Centre for the team, he managed to grab some crucial rebounds and make a few baskets. Important part of the team's defence.
Ratings: 6.5/10

Caleb Ng:
Team's star Forward. Made his presence felt under the ring wth his rebound prowess. An indispensable player in defence. however he failed to perform up to standard in attack todae.
Ratings: 6/10

Tan Wee Keat:
One of the top performers todae. Was part of the defence tt held the team together in the last part of the game. Impressed many wth his scoring ability in todae's match.
Ratings: 8.0/10

Tan Yong Shen:
Team's top scorer todae i believe. Was the main man to take points frm fast break. Lacking in physical size to mark out opposition's star players. tried his best though.
Ratings: 9.0/10

Koe Kai Kian:
Contributed a part in everything but din really impress todae. Except for his usual hard tackling defence, din do anything exceptional.
Ratings: 6.0/10

Ong Jun Kok:
Another of the team's star player. The all rounder todae. Top few scorers for the team. Dished out the most assist and grab some rebounds along the way. Ghost past the defence of the opposition team quite a few times creating much problems.
Ratings: 8.5/10

Ha.. Notice i din rate myself... Dun tink i shd do tt.. Its up to the rest to rate me ya...

CPL-to-be Lim Signing off...

NOTICE!!

Hey everyone... JK got a blog!!!

Go check it out @ www.nonotonono.blogspot.com

lol... damn cool... really....

Add him as link to ur blogs if possible..

CPL-to-be Lim signing off...

POP soon...

Second last bookout be4 POP le... Juz took IPPT test which i only manage to acheive a pass.. The schedule is juz so pack tt i'm so tired.. I mean my Silver was already so borderline.. Den they hav to tire me out.. Ha.. Maybe i'm juz not deserving of even a Silver.. Weak...

Anyway, it doesn't matter.. Cos a pass is all i need to pass out... Haha...

Juz now went back college to collect the Service Award for ODAC... Apparantly they cock it up and resulted in ODAC havin no one gettin any award... Actually, there's suppose to be 4 of us...
Me,JK,KKK and of course DW as well...So the 4 of us made a trip back to college to pick up our awards... Den we chatted quite abit wth Mr Goh.. Bout NS and Uni mostly.. And also how ODAC is gettin along... End up made TYS waited for hours for us... Felt so bad.. So we took a cab chiong go meet him...

Den we went City Hall... Met up wth WK and had our dinner at Sakae Sushi and den more food at Long John...

Den we headed to CHIJMES to catch the FA cup final... At half time, we decided its too crowded so headed home... On the cab wth Wk, JK and KK, we suddenly decided to play pool and cont'd watchin the match... But KKK din wan to... So 3 of us headed for pool and finished watching the match at the place... Arsenal beat Man Utd after the PK match... Exciting match indeed...

WK headed home... JK now at my place stayin over... Cos he's lazy to walk home... lol...

Tmrl finally gettin a chance to play bball... Hoping to enjoy myself..

Cpl-to-be Lim signing off...

p.s. wad is love??

Wah... Exercise Nutcracker...

Can die... Esp when it rains.

Dig until can die...

Die-ed...

At least still got break...

To San Di: We got 1.5 weeks more to go!
Yay! Lets Jia You!

Take care and have fun~!

FaBBy_Naibaf
Shagged....

Book outs are suppose to be happy...

Well.. This book out seems not to be as happy as others... Reason's simple.. I got guard duty tmrl... Meaning i gotta book in early tmrl morning (0730) unlike the rest (2130).. Sigh.. Tts like more than 12hrs loss...

No choice lah.. Wad i owe muz return.. this guard duty is pay back to a section-mate who did one for me few weeks ago..

Anyway, the past week had been real slack.. So many canteen breaks.. .So many lects... admin time of course was plentiful... The most 'xiong' was probably the IPPT Cat test this morning...
So long since we exercise so we're kinda stiff... But amazingly, for the first time in my NS career, i got a Silver award... Haha.. Of course i'm happy..

Todae the 2 ASLC Coy POP le... Ha.. Really envy them.. End of being trainees... Den saw the silver bayonet as well... So cool... Den saw them book out wth their parents... Bet they are filled with pride as they leave the place...

Went out wth Fab, Wk,TYS, KKK and Alvin Lim juz now... Chatted at Hou Mall Mac for quite awhile.. Den we decided to go CP for dinner... Went to the library and borrowed a book on 6th Sense...den we went to Jack's Place and manage to eat and chat till like 2115.. Den i decided to leave first.. The rest of them still hav the whole of tmrl out here...

Now its pouring out there... Hopefully the rain will stop tmrl mornin when i leave to book in... It can rain(CAT 1) all the way after i book in for all i care...

PTE Lim signing off...

With a little bit of sadness and a little bit of loneliness, I set off for the goal which seems to get further and further away... How long more i can go on? I dunno....

Notice Me-Zetta Bytes

Here's the story of a girl
Living in a lonely world
A hidden note, a secret crush
A little boy who talks too much
Well I'm standing in the crowd
And when you smile I check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playing games

IIIIIIIIIIII want you to know
If you lose your way, I won't let you go

If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see?
To get you to notice me?
(To get you to notice me?)

You got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're coming down
No I don't want to sink your ship
It's not about the scholarship
And all the friends that follow you
That tell you things that just ain't true
I'm the girl you never see
I'm the one you really need

And ooooooooooooooh don't get me wrong
You better make your move before that moments gone

Tell me
If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see?
To get you to notice me?

I'm not like the rest
I just don't care if your the best
You see its
All the same to me
You'd just be who you are to me
Its all the same to meeeeeeeeeee

Ooooooooooooooh don't get me wrong
You better make your move before that moments gone

Tell meIf I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, if I say hello
Will you notice me?
I want you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me
(I'll get you to notice me)

wad a weekend...

Sat nite stayed over at alvin's place wth JK for EPL game... Saw Chelsea lift the trophy... Oh well..

Den Sun mornin woke up den chiong to play soccer wth Senghou + TYS... After tt as usual had lunch at HP..Decided to watch 'Coach Carter'.. So we got the tics at the AXS machine.. den everyone went home to slack awhile.. Met at TM later where we had dinner at pizza hut..

Anyway the show is nice.. At least to me.. Inspiring and motivating.. Really feel like playin bball man... Went home wth JK.. Chatted alot bout our lives, past present and future.. We even alighted at a nearby coffeeshop to sit down to chat... Long time no chat wth this best fren of mine already...

Sad to say, he bookin in tmrl morning.. If not sure play bball... So gg kbox instead...

So as u can see my expenses is real high.. Basically i'm broke till the nxt pay day...

PTE Lim signing off...

'Wad is love?'....

Book out.... Off-in-lieu...

I'm out for the weekend...

Went for dinner at Kenny Rogers wth my section mates juz now...
Had a gd chat wth them... Everyone's sad we're gg to lose bout 2 guys to OCS.. But there's nthing we can do bout it... and till now we dunno who are the ppl leaving us...

Seems tt my section got this guy tt already has his own business and its doing well... He's earnin money w/o having to do anything... And when he do something, his profit goes up to a 5 digit sum a month... And it has stirred the business side of me awake again... Gg to try to learn all bout it...

Oh er ge ar.. Dun worry bout SOC, i'm sure u'll pass it sooner or later... Juz do ur best...

Tts all for now... A little tired...

PTE Lim signing off...

"Rush to wait, Wait to rush" isn't it stupid....

Yo~

I haven't gone to Chevrons yet lehz. Supposed to go next week.

Congrats on passing your SOC.
I haven't pass mine yet. Liew.
How sia...

Have funz.

FaBBy_Naibaf

Heehee... I book out le...

Haha.. My Coy actually arranged for us to go to Chevron todae... So we got to book out todae afternoon.. But tmrl mornin we'll hav to book in to clean bunk and rifle le... But better than dun hav lah...

Chevron seems like a great place.. Wth facilities like swimming pool, pool tables, bowling alleys, cyber cafe, gyms, chalet... and many more.. further more, we frm SISPEC are automatically members... So we get to enjoy all facilities at lower prices... There's only one prob...
Chevron is at Jurong East... Lol... it'll take ages for me to travel there...

So tmrl i'll be booking in liao... But i'll be able to book out in the afternoon tmrl for the long weekend break... a well-deserved one...

Had many interesting activities this week.. Repelling of the wall... AOC (additional obstacle course) and COC (confidence obstacles course) as well...
But i actually got rope burn for the first time in my life... So now my hands got blisters all over...

Ok.. I shd go and get some rest for the weekend...

PTE Lim signing off....

"They say tt in the army, the girls are very nice... U ask for Cindy Crawford, they give u Frankenstein...."

Wad a week....

Start of the week had my SOC re-test.. This time round, i improved by over a min to finally achieve a pass... Yeah... So happy...

Den had SCK test... Last min studyin as usual...

Den it was 4 days outfield of summary exercise.. Mission after mission we embark on... Den the worst thing happen to me... My rifle kanna stun on the last nite... So had to do guard duty.. tts why i todae den boo k out... Sian...

But also happy cos NTU has juz sent me a letter, stating they had accepted me into the Engineering Course... Cool... Now i'll juz wait for NUS reply be4 i confirm my place wth NTU....

Tts all for now... Bookin in tonight... Coming week shd be much more fun and relac...

p.s guard duty is very relac...

PTE Lim Signin off

Sian...

The time has come again for me to book in... Yes its sun... Book in day...

Mornin went for soccer session wth Senghou -kkk +TYS... Had fun lah.. But very tired... Den went HP makan be gg NTUC to go shopping for snacks to bring in... But seriously, i doubt i'll eat much... Not much free time in bunk coming week... Wth all the outfield exercises and the 3D2N camp... My whole body muscles pain lor..

KKK seems very stress at OCS... Muz relac siah pal.. I'm sure he'll pull thru and pass out as a 2Lt...

Rest of Senghou quite sian also... Muz congrat JK on becoming the Asst Chief Clerk...
And congrats to WK for OOT.. lol

Er Ge ar, muz take care of urself siah... I can see u're rather stress up wth SISPEC life like me...
Sigh.. Lets hope we get out of this shit asap...

Da Ge seems to be having happier times... Jia you wor Da Ge... Combat engineer...

Tts all for now... Morale below sea level... No motivation, no spirit, no life...
Gg to book in very much early todae... Sadly gg to eat my early dinner... End of my less than 24hrs bookout coming to an end...

Civilian life is so great... I juz can't wait to ORD...

a very SAD Pte Lim signing off...

Feelin down? juz compare urself to me and u'll feel much much better... trust me....

Chiong Sua....

One week of outfield has passed... Chiong sua almost everyday... But guess wad, its not the worse yet... Nxt week is gg to be more chiong sua... Sigh...

I've been thinking this week....

I always tht my mental strength is stronger than my physical strength... But i realise i'm weak in both...

I always tht my EQ was better than my IQ... Den i conclude tt both are equally pathetic...

Dunno why i feel this way... But i juz feel this way...

Anyway, it has been 2 weeks w/o any relapse small or big for me... Phew...

Soon term 1 of BSLC gg to end... Say fast not fast say slow not slow...

Had a great supper wth JK,WK,KKK,TYS and DM at Chomp Chomp... Den went Cafe Cartel to get a drink and watch soccer...

Tmrl morning playing soccer finally.. After so long... But sadly tmrl early book in... Sigh...
Late bookout still early book in... Sian...

Oh, heard tt er ge is injured... Muz take care yah... We muz chiong thru this together...

And Da Ge, hope u havin a gd time( i noe this is impossible) at the Sch of Combat Engineer...

To everyone, enjoy life... While u can.. Remember, happy times dun come all the time... So always enjoy it while u can, be4 u miss it...

Pte Lim signing off....

With pride we lead....

Kinda tired after one week of hectic activities... Wanna relax this weekend...
Gypsy 1 and 2 was really interesting... Provided u dun 'holan'...

Went back to SRJC ystdae nite... Chiong there immediately after book out...
ODAC was havin their camp... Met up wth my brudders and the OCT KKK.. haha.. Senghou was there too... So chatted alot... So much to talk bout, everyone havin a totally different experience in their NS life... Navy, clerk, driver, OCT and of course SISPEC trainee..

Got home only bout 2am.. On my way back bought cup noodles eat.. if not die of hunger le..
Now gg to format my com...

Pte Lim signing off...

'Sometimes i run... sometimes i hide'....

What do i do man....

Thanx er ge for concern... Dun worry... Life is one of the few things i actually rank above money... I'll be sure to hav the life to enjoy the money...

Anyway, last week had 3 SOC lessons... And during the 2nd SOC, i had a severe relapse... This is really gettin worrying... The intensity and frequency of attacks seems to hav increased... Actually i decided during the week to see a doc todae... But i changed my mind... Decided to try and pass thru BSLC and ASLC be4 seein one...

I dun believe it but i actually hav to study in SISPEC... Took a few tests last week.. TSR, BN theory... Nxt week got much more coming... BN practical, SAW TH, claymore mine TH, Signals theory and prac... Stress huh... To add on to tt, i'm having my final SOC test...

SISPEC life really very packed..But there certainly is more admin time than in BMT...

And my bunk got a few seriouly love-sick ppl... and i tink they need some serious talking to man...

2 weeks hav passed... Adapted? i dunno...

Pte Lim... Signing off...

I'm scared... Yes i am...

Juz got back frm a session of soccer wth the Senghou and affiliation... Feelin abit tired.. Probably cos din get much slp last nite... Stayed over at Alvin (Gan) 's hse ystdae wth JK... Watched abit of the Qualifiers, played PES and played some chess wth JK.. Den this mornin went for soccer straight...

Juz now on way back suffered another attack of the chest pain... It wasn't a severe one... But i'm worried.. Or afraid... It has been so many yrs... When i was young i always told myself: dun worry, when i grow up it'll go away... But now... Its far frm being gone... In fact, its seems to hav gotten worse... I'm really worried... I can't afford to be not medically fit.. I'll lose my place in SISPEC.. Den get downgraded.. I'll lose my chance to earn more in my 2 yrs... My family needs the money.. I know tt my life is more impt.. But i guess if i can survive so many yrs, why not another few more months... Maybe i'll go for a check up after i pass out frm SISPEC...

I dunno how much longer i can last... But i'll do nothing but my best... Anyway i've nvr experience an attack durin physical trainin or activity... So i hope it won't hinder my participation in the activities... Hopefully...

Private Lim... signing off...

SISPEC...

SISPEC life not easy ar..

Do so much shit and end of the day only get 3rd SGT.. Pay only = to wad the ppl in OCS gettin now as trainee... Wth..

Anyway, had SOC on the first morning there.. Den had 2 Endurance Training already.. 4km and 5km.. Had our first few lessons in Basic Navigation and learnt bout the M203 grenade launcher..

Mon gg to hav TH test for M203.. den gg to hav 3 SOC lessons nxt week.. Stress..

And over there the ppl all much fitter than i am.. Juz look at the chin-up regimes be4 meals..
Everyone doing like 10... Me can barely manage 6.. wtf.. Sigh... Den hav to do so many extra push-ups...

And the worse is i suffered an attack of my chest pain... It wasn't a severe one... But the pain was enuf to stop me frm doing anything... This brings back memory of how the previous attack tt happened durin BMT.. Back then it was severe enuf to make me fall out frm the activity...
I dunno... Maybe i shd juz see a specialist bout it... Sigh.. But wad if the doc really find smthing wrong wth me and.........

Anyway, got lotsa stuff to prepare for this first book-out... Many things to buy..
Tml playin bball..

Private Lim...

Back to Tekong...

Tmrl i'm reportin back to the 'holiday island'...
Already planned to share cab wth JR le... My bag is like pack to the max...
Dun even hav space for civi shoes le...
So i guess i gotta book out in smart4 this weekend..

Hopefully will get to enjoy my SISPEC days...

To all the guys reportin to their new unit tmrl, gd luck ppl... All the best....
If u're readin this and u're not a guy reportin to ur new unit tmrl, lemme noe who u r.. Haha...

PTE Lim signing off.....

POsting out le...

So the postings are out todae...

Guess wad.. I'm gg back to Tekong.. To be a trainee again... Last time pass out as PTE..
Now the course i'm gg is gg to take 4-5 months.. And i'll pass out as a 3rd Sgt..
A little disappointed ya.. Why din they post me to be the police inspector? lol...

Anyway so i'm gg to SISPEC.. Along wth Er Ge.. Da Ge at this point of time is probably still in Wonder wonder LAnd... lol..

Congrats to KKK and DM gettin into OCS... Gd luck to them... Fear 7-11 guys...

Todae suppose to hav BBQ but seems like its gone.. So shd be gg to Marina Bay..

Senghou POstings:
Wk gg to Navy as System Operator...
KKK did us proud to get into OCS...
JK as expected end up in Bedok Camp as a Clerk (stay in)
Me go SISPEC lor...
Alvin still unknown.. so update nxt time...

SO i'm gg back to tekong on Mon...

Sian to the max....

Pte Lim signing off...

CAn't decide...

I really having prob decidin wad courses to choose... Someone help me??
Sociology? Psychology? Engineering? Communication studies?

I dunno...

The BBQ on fri seems abit rush... BUt hopefully the main organiser ,WK, will POP soon and do his job...

Gotta go for stupid lion's trail todae... WAste time...
Den tmrl got platoon BBQ.. at sentosa.. I already giving the chalet a miss so muz turn up at least for BBQ...

Still coughing real bad... Someone save me........

PTE Lim coughing off....

Yo~

Just about a few days more before we know our army posting results le...

Just wanna wish all the best. Hope my brudders get to the army posting of their choice. If not then... hope not to get back to Tekong. BleahZ.

Anyway... whens the next LAN session? Need to LAN as much as possible before going back...

FaBBy_Naibaf
Warcraft III?

Sigh...

Todae went NUS Open House.. Only attended the talk for Engineering... Probably cos its the only possible choice for me in NUS.. It seems tt engineering is not as bad as i tht.. Its actually quite interestin... So i'm gg to apply for NUS Engineering.. Probably take common engineering for the first year... Den i'll decide which discipline to go for...

I've been thinking.. I don't require myself to be very rich or very successful in the future or now.. I only require to be like any other average person.. Juz hav enuf salary in the future to be able to lead a normal life... But it seems tt maybe even this bare minimum i require of myself i may not be able to achieve...

Am i a failure in life? I dunno... I can't ans this qns...

Now i'm gg to take things as they come... I've lost most, if not all, of my already very little confidence of myself, my abilities...

PTE Lim coughing off......

P.S Happy bdae to KKK...Wish u all the best...

POP liao..

Well well well... finally.. POP le... NOw i'm a Private...
Sad to say, todae i still hav to book in to tekong...
All HQ'a fault... Last min change in instruction and now all those who fail SOC hav to go for the re-SOC tmrl.. So i gotta book in tonight...

Its really stupid.. This was exactly wad i was tryin to escape when i went ahead wth the SOC even wth a fever... I din wanna come back during block leave... because we were only told probably only those who din take only had to come back... And now even those who fail hav to...
bull shit man...

The last week was rather horrible for me really... Wth my fever comin on and off... I din noe how much longer i could last... The 24km route march sure tested my determination to its limits...
Luckily there was something call Panadol... I took it at the 12km mark... And it help to reduce my fever at least until i completed the whole thing...

At least now my fever is gone for gd... I hope...
But i've got a real bad cough and flu... Probably caught a cold...
I dunno why i hav this mindset, juz to get the SOC over and done wth and i probably won't be bother at all bout my timing...

a very sickly PTE Lim signing off...

Bookin in soon...

Todae played soccer in the mornin and enjoyed myself alot...
We beat a grp of arrogant people...

Went Borders todae and bought a book... Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell...
Haha.. Yup.. I bought a book to read...

Anyway, the nxt time i book out it'll be the start if my block leave le...

So cya ppl soon...

Private Lim - to -be signin off...

Disappointed?? I dunno...

Ok.. so i got back my results... Its not gd...
B C C C... in fact its pretty lousy... Disappointed? of course...
But when i think bout it, why shd i?
Ppl work so hard to do well... Can i tell myself i had tried my best? Or even worked hard?
I wouldn't dare to swear bout tt... So wad gives me the right to be disappointed?
Sigh...

Met some frens tt i haven seen for long long time.. Many of my frens did relatively well.. Congrats to them.. Hope everyone will hav great future...

For me... Haven decided wad uni or course yet... Now it seems my results had made my job easier wth limited choices... Hopefully can get into a university...

Recruit Lim signing off sadly....

Disappointed?? I dunno...

Ok.. so i got back my results... Its not gd...
B C C C... in fact its pretty lousy... Disappointed? of course...
But when i think bout it, why shd i?
Ppl work so hard to do well... Can i tell myself i had tried my best? Or even worked hard?
I wouldn't dare to swear bout tt... So wad gives me the right to be disappointed?
Sigh...

Met some frens tt i haven seen for long long time.. Many of my frens did relatively well.. Congrats to them.. Hope everyone will hav great future...

For me... Haven decided wad uni or course yet... Now it seems my results had made my job easier wth limited choices... Hopefully can get into a university...

Recruit Lim signing off sadly....

Anxious...

This is my last book out be4 POP liao...
And wad a memorable one it is.. Book out to get 'A's results...

So this is it.. The moment of truth...
How i'll fare? i dunno... In bout 1.5hrs time i'll find out...
i noe being worried or anxious is useless.. But still...

And this fever of mine is not helping... It started few days ago but medication did not help to make me feel any better... Argh.. Sigh...

But one gd news is tt i passed my IPPT already... Missed silver by tt little bit... but i'm satisfied lah...

This period sure is a little stress... Gettin back 'A's results, gettin my posting soon too...

Gd luck everyone to ur results... Hope u all will score wad ur aimed for...

Private Lim-to-be signing off...

Yo~

HeyoZ... wish you all the best for your IPPT. Take care brudder...

As for me..
Only left with SOC and 16-24km route march le...
After that is relac le...

Oh yeah... San Di... I saw your company at live range...
My company just arrived when yours left... haha
Then Hawk company came when i left... interesting...

Let's give whatever we have left our best yup?

FaBBy_Naibaf

WSO no more..Range over..

Yup.. WSO no more le...
And range over le.. BMT almost over le... Less than 2 weeks...
All my concentration will be on IPPT...
Hope to get silver by the last IPPT...
Nthing much to say...

Recruit Lim signing off...

I'm back...

Hey ppl.. I'm back... Monitor fixed..
Though resoluion abit funny.. But can't be bothered.. Anyway i won't be using it much...

Took and failed another IPPT last week.. Sigh.. I guess i'm really TCMI...
2.4 for once below 11min..

BTP all over.. Mon to Wed having live range le.. Wish me luck ppl...

HeY HeYz...

Da Ge and San Di go for Sit test le...

Now my turn le... Must wish me all the best ya?

Anyway...

Da Ge! WaNNa wish You A gReAt BiRthDaY!
OnE MoRe YeAr oLdEr AlReaDy!
All the Best For YoUr 'A' LeveL reSultS!
All the bEst for Your NS LiFe! HoPe yOu EnjOy it to ThE MaX!
AnD... BeSt WisHeS iN yOur FuTuRe EnDeVouRs!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

To mY swordsmen brudders! WaNNa wisH aLL the VerY BeST!

FaBBy_Naibaf
Rec Fabian Signing Off <-- (Yes... My uniform reads Fabian... Not W Z Hia)

Cya guys for the time being...

Well ppl... Sad to say my monitor juz burnt off on CNY eve... Few mins be4 12midnight...

So' i'm gg to be away frm the internet world for quite some time...

Happy new year ppl

Recruit Lim signing off...

p.s dun miss me...

Chinese New Year...

Booked out real early todae.. 0945 fastcraft...
gg to hav a real long 5 day break this time due to CNY...
Yeah...

So
Happy Chinese New Year ppl...
Enjoy urself...

Recruit Lim Signing Off....

SIT test....

oh did i mention anything bout SIT test?
I screwed it up....

Oh and after gg for the Airforce 2nd talk, i'm more and more interested in the vocation of WSO... be it C3 or ADA...
But my main 2 concern will be results (A levels) and qualification for OCS...
Once these 2 are settled, i probably will sign on as a WSO... Take up LSA...
And life will be happily ever after i guess...

Wish me luck... Lots of it...

Saddening news....

Ystdae nite, got to noe frm DM tt our chinese teacher Mdm Chin had passed away... Rather shocking news... So todae, after bookin out at 1815hrs, took a cab home, shower, eat dinner and i'm off to meet the guys... Met up wth Fab,TYS,DM,DH and HX at Potong Pasir.. Den we took 2 cabs to the funeral parlour... Stayed for bout half an hour... Den HX left... THe rest of us met up wth JK at Serangoon Interchange... Den we went to eat supper at one of the coffeeshop there.. Chatted all bout NS life... Den share cab wth JK home... Total todae took 3 times cab lor...
Really spending too much...

Tmrl morning wanted to play bball but WK still in camp... Den JK not free... So can't play le...

Bookin in in 18hrs...

After tt will be bookin out on Tue for the long CNY break...

Yeah...

Recruit Lim signing off....